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I know what my next tattoo is going to be now.

I freehand drew my koi on my foot and it looks amazing!

Now I just need to get the money..... Give me about 5 years and maybe I will have it. =\\


I toke some crappy cell phone pics of it. Drawing upside down is hard, so the face is a little off. But...
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So this year for Christmas I am getting nothing. I have no money to buy anyone anything. It's just another day.
And New Years isn't looking any better.


And today I have never felt so belittled in my life. It seems everything I have ever done wrong came crashing down on me today.

I think I'm going to go overdose on Cymbalta or Z's now...

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
But when I awoke dear, I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you...
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So I am terribly pissed off tonight.


After working this morning I get off to Kim and Ryan bullshit.

But I'm over at her house helping her unpack, she hasn't even been moved in 6 hours and we leave to take her sister home and go buy some groceries, and some dumbass breaks into my car and steals my wallet and my mp3 player after...
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So Twilight...


Eh, it was alright. Butchered alot of parts, cut out some, changed things, added new things, and add horrible acting to it, and ugly guys, and fangirls to the mix. That's a movie for you. And there was to much dead space in it for me, and awkward cinematography.

But I might be a bit biased since I hated the people they got...
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So after events of last night things are gonna change.


We'll see how long it lasts.


But it sure was fun making up. =D


Oh, and go out and vote.

So Halloween party last night....

Oh my.

It was crazy amounts of fun filled with things I would have never expected.


And I got trashed. I should have eaten more. I'm sorry Tangus for passing out on you. I've never done that from drinking. And thanks Paul for helping my friend JD take me to his car.

I can say it was a success. And...
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So after being cheated on from behind, lied to for 11 months, used, walked all over, etc....


I am officially single, and unattached.

You are a failure.

I'm sorry that we aren't good enough, that you have to go with that to have fun. To stoop down to their level. What happened to ignoring? You did it fine for months then all the sudden your best friends. And good luck, because with the way you spend money it will never happen. You never realize how good things are...
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