I'm okay with being lonely as long as you're happy...
Why am I so drawn into these books? They just draw me in. I feel like I am part of it, like when I look up from the pages I will see the actual surroundings of the book. I expect these characters to lurk around the corners. When I put the book down I feel like am betraying someone. Intense.
I guess it's better then real life when I am poor, got bills stacked up, my car leaks gas, house is still not fixed, ex in jail (update, someone bailed him out), still loosing weight, bipolarity coming back, haven't slept in 3 days, etc.
I love to be lost in the moment when you're driving on a cool night, the wind blowing in your hair, the sky clear, the moon full. Puts me in a weird mood.
Even went walking around, alone, in MY neighborhood of bob cats and drunken redkneck sex offenders. Have to do something to keep my mind off things.
Hope something changes soon.
Why am I so drawn into these books? They just draw me in. I feel like I am part of it, like when I look up from the pages I will see the actual surroundings of the book. I expect these characters to lurk around the corners. When I put the book down I feel like am betraying someone. Intense.
I guess it's better then real life when I am poor, got bills stacked up, my car leaks gas, house is still not fixed, ex in jail (update, someone bailed him out), still loosing weight, bipolarity coming back, haven't slept in 3 days, etc.
I love to be lost in the moment when you're driving on a cool night, the wind blowing in your hair, the sky clear, the moon full. Puts me in a weird mood.
Even went walking around, alone, in MY neighborhood of bob cats and drunken redkneck sex offenders. Have to do something to keep my mind off things.
Hope something changes soon.
kaise17:
Its good you're happy, its at least a start.