survivingophelia

so i am having major issues with trusting my current partner even though we have been together for a year with no real major upsets. i dont think i'm super used to caring about someone so much if that makes sense? i'm talking fear to the point of feeling like moving out after a year just because i don't know what i'd do if something went wrong. what the hell does that even mean? i feel a little inept which normally isn't how i roll. i just want for things to continue to be awesome but i have this looming fear of getting stabbed in the back.


that's so silly.
feel free to tell me i'm stupid, i think i need it.