surviveconquer35

school is not really going well for me at all right now,not one bit. the worst pat about it is that i have none but myself to blame. I'm horrible at school. I'm not dumb,i'm actually fairly intelligent i just loathe school work, school should be about the flow of ideas and thought, its so fucking structured and inefficient. Why am i paying thousands of dollars to study shit i don't wanna learn about. All my life ive heard over and over that you cant succeed unless you go to college,get a good job. there is major fault in that logic. Dose the amount of money a band makes make them a successful band, as far as im concerned a band is successful when they provide A person with enjoyment, who to say im not successful person if i don't make a shit ton of money or have a "complete" education. people telling you what you should learn or do.I want to Live a life full of experiences and good people, good stories and independent thought. i don't need text books and professors for that, if i want to learn about a certain subject let me take that class don't make me. i believe my rant has turned to incoherent rambling so i will end here. DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY FOR FUCKS SAKE, I WANT TO RUN INTO NOTHINGNESS AND BE CONTENT WITH MY LIFE.