surviveconquer35

just ate a lot of ice cream. been smoking tooo many cigs.....i think im gonna die. Ive basically been spending a majority of my time crusin in my car or playing nazi zombies and listening to despised icon. Ive recently been spending a lot of money shopping online. I need to stop ordering things on the internet.might eventually have to get rid of this membership due to lack of funds. Theres only like 4 people who read my blog anyway but w/e i like being on here. People like the ones i meet on here dont exist in my area. especially the females. This saddens me. Im still feeling a little down but have perked up a little since last week. I dont know what it is, but i sense a big change in my life soon, whether it will be good or bad i cant really know.