surferboy

Well, I have another open house Sat. and I PRAY that this fuckin' apartment sells!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want out of NY, so I can get on with my life in the proper environment for me (Santa Monica CA baby!), and deciede what the fuck I am gonna do work wise. I am DYING to ride my Harley, and surf, which I haven't be able to do. First it is too fuckin cold execpt for a couple days of 60+ degree weather we have had. My Harley needs a little love, but I can't even afford to insure it right now (fucking DWI) which sucks! I sold both my surf boards at the end of last summer b/c I was offered a good price for them, plus the water is way too cold for my ass! A couple of my buddies surf year round here on Long Island, and they are fuckin nuts, but I have gotten fat enough over the winter that I would be fine in that cold ass water. HA HA I am really not feeling all to good about myself, and my situation, and have been in this funk since last Nov. after my 1st deal fell through. I know things could be worse, but everything is relative, and I am hating life! The only bright points in my life are my MOM, DAD, sister, niece, nephew, and a few super close friends, oh yeah, and the pot! HA Well I guess that is all the bitching I am gonna do for now, so any sweet SG's wanna try and cheer me up, that would really make my day! Take care all you beautiful girls in SG land, and cross your fingers for me Sat. so this place will sell, AGAIN! Kisses everyone