supersudz

I guess there's a first time for everything.

I woke up to a kitten licking my nipple today. There is nothing sexy about the sandpaper texture of a cat's tongue. However, the sexy animal who awoke beside me found it to be as adorably hilarious as I did. It led to my favorite way to spend the morning i.e. hours of naked exercise. I love lazy Tuesdays.

So, right now I'm in the process of trying to decide what it is that I want. One of my go-to numbers wants to change the nature of our relationship. He has expressed that he has deeper feelings for me. I know that I like spending time with him even when we have clothes on. I just don't know what I expect from him. I guess what confuses me is what the difference is between an open relationship and a fuck-buddy relationship.

He wants to actually go on dates and spend quality time together like a couple. I would actually enjoy that a lot and I am open to the idea. I know that he understands that I don't want monogamy. I'm just completely new to the whole game and it scares me a little.

How do you define boundaries in an open relationship? I've always kept my hook-ups separate. They never know about each other. The idea of being able to be me and be honest about it and accepted for it is really appealing. Its just so foreign to me to think of dating someone and also being able to enjoy other partners.