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I'm feeling like when I got on the plane heading to boot camp and like the day I finally drove off post for the last time. Its a feeling of not knowing what new rhythms my life is going to be made up of. I'm so used to being able to put my arm around Kelly when I've climbed into bed. I...
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gufina:
thx for your request!! ^^
callioppe:
hey there! thank you for the friend request <3
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I'm going nowhere. Today to exemplify my listlessness I came across a few "words of wisdom" today and one in particular struck a cord. It went something like this: "It is a moral imperative to take a sucker for all that he is worth." and it occurred to me that I was the sucker. I've landed a job that seems respectable and is...
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tatian:
I am sorry that you feel so lost. Life is never what we expect, but it sounds like you know what you want and are headed in the right direction; and sometimes that is all we can do... I am sorry to hear about your wife... not everyone belongs together. BUT, assuming that your boys are hers too - there is a reason for your courtship with her - your lovely boys... Spend your time inspiring them smile that will be a life well worth living and a life well spent.

We are all surviving. Sometimes, that is all we can do...

Hang in there.. I am around if you need to chit chat...

XOxo, Tatian

Thanks, btw, for the friend request; accepted, of course! kiss
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There were days when my most significant desire was to die. I once, very slowly, pushed a knife more than an inch into my chest. I wanted to experience all that the blade did as it passed closer to my heart. I remember the sharpness, the pronounced pain, of the beats of my heart pounding the blade back ... but it didnt feel right. It seemed...
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rys:
Sometimes, things leave you feeling thread bare and fraying. Time, I guess in this poor metaphor, is an overlocker. Glad your soul is overlocked smile
sindri:
thanks for checking out white static. blush i am glad that you liked it. have a fantastic weekend!