sitting here awake when i should be doing homework but i'm really not in the mood.
i have so much shit to do before thursday it's not even funny.
i pretty much hate my life right now it's not even funny. i'm wondering how much longer i'm going to feel like this. i cant wait for school to be over (i have another year and a half) and i want to quit my job so fucking bad. i owe'd 210 dollars on my taxes, i have a speeding ticket that i dont know how much it's going to be (going "78" in a 55 construction zone), i just hate everything right now.
my next doctors appointment is may 21st, which is going to suck balls.
so far i'm not impressed with 2007.
there's a quote i've been saying to myself when i get all poop pants. it's from the book crime and punishment. i dont remember it word for word but this is the jist of it.
i'd rather be alive on a small spot of land with crashing waves and thunderous skys, such a small piece of land that one could not even sit down, but rather stand for ones exsistence. ( i would just type it from the book but i'm a busy man and i have the audio book and it's in my car)
i take this to mean, we've been given a great gift, this thing we call life. and no matter how horrible or how shitty or how utterly worthless you might feel, you should be thankfull and never want it to end. obviously and honestly i'm pretty depressed about my current lot in life, i feel like i'm stuck waiting to get on with my life. it seems like i've taken a step back from what i've done so far. (which isnt really anything to speak of) i just hate this feeling of everything being put on hold.
blah. i'm going to sleep and finish my project when i wake up.
i have so much shit to do before thursday it's not even funny.
i pretty much hate my life right now it's not even funny. i'm wondering how much longer i'm going to feel like this. i cant wait for school to be over (i have another year and a half) and i want to quit my job so fucking bad. i owe'd 210 dollars on my taxes, i have a speeding ticket that i dont know how much it's going to be (going "78" in a 55 construction zone), i just hate everything right now.
my next doctors appointment is may 21st, which is going to suck balls.
so far i'm not impressed with 2007.
there's a quote i've been saying to myself when i get all poop pants. it's from the book crime and punishment. i dont remember it word for word but this is the jist of it.
i'd rather be alive on a small spot of land with crashing waves and thunderous skys, such a small piece of land that one could not even sit down, but rather stand for ones exsistence. ( i would just type it from the book but i'm a busy man and i have the audio book and it's in my car)
i take this to mean, we've been given a great gift, this thing we call life. and no matter how horrible or how shitty or how utterly worthless you might feel, you should be thankfull and never want it to end. obviously and honestly i'm pretty depressed about my current lot in life, i feel like i'm stuck waiting to get on with my life. it seems like i've taken a step back from what i've done so far. (which isnt really anything to speak of) i just hate this feeling of everything being put on hold.
blah. i'm going to sleep and finish my project when i wake up.