supernal

Well I've just got back from a rather awful night, was'nt to bad to start with went to the sal and met people there even tho it was the heavy metal kareoke anyway didnt stay to late and headed off to the wake.
Dont why I feal so shit, shouldn't blame the wake , felt ok to start with nd spoke to a few people. Its just that later on I've been made to feal like such a cunt, I am sick of always txting and phoning people to meet and to never get a reply and when I go out they are all there together yet I'm the onbe being ignored all the the fucking time I've had fucking years of this and I am so fucking tired I wish I could just cut my face off maybe then I wouldn't be so hideous to people who are suposed to be my friends. And I dont care what this sounds like I've just had enough for one fucking weekend