i DO get IT... things happen for a reason. that doesn't mean that i don't feel like i've fucked up along the way and it's keeping me from doing the things i want to do now.
but, today was a better day... last night a certain someone from my past made me feel like absolute shit. i hate when people you poured your heart and...
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but, today was a better day... last night a certain someone from my past made me feel like absolute shit. i hate when people you poured your heart and...
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schoolgirl:
<--for you.
<--for you.
dollfacepunk:
where you be at, biatch!?
i just reread what i wrote last night... and i wanted to clarify... that wasn't meant to hurt anyone... that wasn't meant to say that i'd take back things i've done, 'cause i wouldn't.
you are all right... the things i've done and the choices i've made shaped me into the person i am now... for better or worse.
sometimes i just wish life was...
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you are all right... the things i've done and the choices i've made shaped me into the person i am now... for better or worse.
sometimes i just wish life was...
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adore:
"you're so rad...you're so rad"
Same goes for you hun!
"you're so rad...you're so rad"
Same goes for you hun!
vitaminpink:
aw, you are too cute.
I've done a lot of stupid things in my life. But, god dammit, I think I turned out pretty good, so I guess it was all in the plan.
you turned out pretty good, too
I've done a lot of stupid things in my life. But, god dammit, I think I turned out pretty good, so I guess it was all in the plan.
you turned out pretty good, too
did you ever wonder how you life would be different if you: made different choices / stuck to things you quit at / were better at certain things you feel you are lacking in?
i've been totally in that mood lately. i keep playing the "what if" game... and i know there's nothing i can do to take back things now... and even if i...
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i've been totally in that mood lately. i keep playing the "what if" game... and i know there's nothing i can do to take back things now... and even if i...
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isthatallthereis:
i would have really stuck to my goals...you know its really hard sometime when you have a dream of acting to really go out and achieve the things that you want ...its hard not to want to give up when you dont feel like you have all the support you need.
dollfacepunk:
i wouldn't change a thing. cause you think if you changed just one tiny thing absolutely everything could be different, not just some things. and things in your life that you now love...wouldn't even exist to you.
if it was meant to be it just would've happened.
if it was meant to be it just would've happened.
i've been watching the real world (yeah, the stupid mtv show, not, the actual 'real world') and frankie reminds me so much of my ex it's not funny... actually, it's kinda sad. 
i hope she's having fun barfing and flirting wherever she is now.
i'm feeling kinda tired today... i'm just sitting around my house doing nothing... but, i think i should get out... so,...
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i hope she's having fun barfing and flirting wherever she is now.
i'm feeling kinda tired today... i'm just sitting around my house doing nothing... but, i think i should get out... so,...
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adore:
i miss talking to you. i won't be able to talk to you under blackwingedfaery anymore. you'll see me under playtexsuicide. i hope to see you on soon.
isthatallthereis:
hi...i don't know...just wanted to say hello!!!!!!!!!
it's so disgustingly cold here that i don't want to leave my house.
i know you're all thinking: wah, wah, wah... poor superficial. so, i'll stop complaining about the cold now. (i'll complain about something else)
today i tried not to think about much of anything... of course when you try not to think... you end up just thinking about other things... things that you...
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i know you're all thinking: wah, wah, wah... poor superficial.
so, i'll stop complaining about the cold now. (i'll complain about something else)
today i tried not to think about much of anything... of course when you try not to think... you end up just thinking about other things... things that you...
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cedar:
thank you for all the wonderful comments. i feel much much better today...it meant a lot to me... 
you should come to la! it's warming up quickly here. i'm down to just a sweater, instead of two, a jacket, and a coat. woo!
hope everything is working out well for you. sweet people like you deserve sweet things in their lives.
you should come to la! it's warming up quickly here. i'm down to just a sweater, instead of two, a jacket, and a coat. woo!
hope everything is working out well for you. sweet people like you deserve sweet things in their lives.
vitaminpink:
"pretend" is all relative, sir. usually I loose it when I see someone else crying (even though I know that they are acting, sheesh).
dogs help with the loneliness.
dogs help with the loneliness.
tonight i think i'm going to see *cut the shit*... i've been somewhat excited for the past week... but it's sooooo cold out... i don't even want to leave my house again and there's nobody around to go with.
// update: cut the shit cancelled. that sealed the deal... i'm staying home... staying warm... and depleting my liquor stash all by myself. unless...
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// update: cut the shit cancelled.
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vitaminpink:
I couldn't teach. I'm a performer! but I've been told that I'll probably change my mind pretty quick after I'm out in the "real world". Pshaw!
I'm staying in tonight, too. Mostly because I have no friends here. Being a bum rules!
I'm staying in tonight, too. Mostly because I have no friends here. Being a bum rules!
rxqueen:
Hey! wheres my email?!
yr in big trouble now, mister!!!
...or maybe you can just make it up to me?
yes thats right. all the tea.
yr in big trouble now, mister!!!
...or maybe you can just make it up to me?
yes thats right. all the tea.
for those of you who don't think i'm mean... peep this:
http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/2/34/38342/1344/57840.jpg
hehe.
i miss you rxqueen.
i have the day off from work... so, i have lots of fun stuff planned. i'm going out for food with my brother and his girlfriend, then we're going to sell back some crap cds, buy more cds, go to salvation army for some (hopefully) cool clothes...
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http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/2/34/38342/1344/57840.jpg
hehe.
i miss you rxqueen.
i have the day off from work... so, i have lots of fun stuff planned. i'm going out for food with my brother and his girlfriend, then we're going to sell back some crap cds, buy more cds, go to salvation army for some (hopefully) cool clothes...
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mattthegoon:
fucking sneaky gummi bear shit.
i don't know what to say about today...
there's something in the air that just isn't quite right...
i hope everyone out there had great days.
leave me some random things to think about, if you have any.
love you all.
there's something in the air that just isn't quite right...
i hope everyone out there had great days.
leave me some random things to think about, if you have any.
love you all.
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hellkitten:
*gasp* you've played with a baby tiger?!? I'm addicted to those lil' guys +o)
tracyramone:
just think about - monkey pirates!! 
boring day today... and no good e-mail forwards.
today was mostly spam to make my junk bigger and viagra pitches. i spam... the e-mail kind... not the mystery "meat" in the can.
Adore still kicks ass... say hi, if you haven't already.
today, a rather unpleasant thing happened... i'm sorry if i came off as unfeeling or anything of that nature. i really do value...
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today was mostly spam to make my junk bigger and viagra pitches. i
spam... the e-mail kind... not the mystery "meat" in the can.
Adore still kicks ass... say hi, if you haven't already.
today, a rather unpleasant thing happened... i'm sorry if i came off as unfeeling or anything of that nature. i really do value...
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miffy:
the sign says "idiot"... it's a great description of what I am.
vitaminpink:
I'm getting a BA in music performance! Opera, no less. Basically, I'm an idiot.
i can't wait for my buddy Adore's set to go up... she's such a cutie and a sweet girl, to boot.
worked today... wasn't bad. it was slow, so we got to goof off a bit more than usual. i listened to the bronx and every time i die at work today... they both kick ass.
i talked to my manager who said that...
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worked today... wasn't bad. it was slow, so we got to goof off a bit more than usual. i listened to the bronx and every time i die at work today... they both kick ass.
i talked to my manager who said that...
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adrenalynne:
its because she's hawt.
and so is her mom. haha. everyone REALLY just wants her mom.
and so is her mom. haha. everyone REALLY just wants her mom.
rxqueen:
...COOTER!