superficial

today started out not being that bad of a day...

notice i said started out.

i wish she would just spare me the drama. we made our choices... that's it. i didn't do anything horrible to her. why can't she just treat me with a shred of civility?

it's alright, though. she got what she wanted.

i felt myself holding back the urge to ask her if she'd always been as much of a hypocrite as she was at that moment... if i had just overlooked it 'cause i loved her so much... oh well. it's over and done... and there are people out there that treat me much better... and don't constantly tell me that everything that i'm doing is wrong... etc.

i miss YOU! (not her)