superficial

i've cancelled my sg account again. i should be gone in the next few days...

please keep in touch!

updated to get rid of the disturbing double-penetration randomness that my good buddy junetuesday left for me yesterday...

what do you do when you don't know what to do?

it's time for another "randomness request"...

please leave me some randomness... i need something else to think about today.

much love to all of you and hopes that you are all doing well.

i'll comment to you all momentarily.

i like to jump on stuff like audioscrobbler and blogger (as only two examples) well after the rest of the world already has lost interest in them... lame, i know. it's usually that i resist until i'm either convinced that it's a good idea by someone or i'm hopelessly bored...

anyway, that's my update for today. it wasn't a bad day... or a bad weekend...
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bittersweet is the word that best sums up my week. it was a little more sweet than bitter which is good, though...

i had amazing company... my favorite person in the whole world spent a few days with me. it would have been better if i didn't have to work most of the time she was here but overall i had a good time with...
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i slept like a rock when i made it to bed last night... i think the theory is true. i woke up early this morning after having a dream about her, though. i hope that everything is ok... it's kinda fucked up that i've been remembering a dream here and there lately. i never remember my dreams. i wonder if it has anything to do...
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No Motiv - Stay

another day you're not with me
we can always be together in our dreams
so i'll await for you tomorrow
and think of all the good times
and the places we will go
but i am laughing all the while
because i can see you smile
at all those times we've had alone
so i'll refuse to feel the pain i...
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8/9/2005 - 5:01 AM

(the following lines in quotes were written)
after waking
from a dream
involving a
self-destructive
musician who
was tortured
by his inner
demons
and afraid
of common
insects.
he was smashing
his guitar on
his back
to kill the
bugs that
were biting
him.
the brilliance
of his
musical genius
was overwhelmed
by his sense
of torture.

"as i lie here...
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please leave me some randomness...

i'd appreciate it.

so... my birthday wasn't that horrible... i went to my mom's house and hung out with my dad, mom and sisters. my brother didn't call or show up. i missed natalie like whoa. i didn't feel like going out and doing anything... so, i didn't. i sat and talked with my mom and sisters for quite awhile and i made my one sister laugh so...
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nothing to say besides:

i'm happy today. ...like really happy.

weird.

i finished reading a good book the other day. it's called "Four Arguments for the Elimination of Television" by Jerry Mander. it was suprising how it wasn't really that outdated even though it was written in the late 1970's.

anyway, i was supposed to read it for a mass media class i was taking my sophmore year of college but i was too busy partying...
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