I love seeing Caitlyn again, but a week is too long. Oh, and the money that her mother was supposedly bringing to help out, that is going for all of the gifts they have to take back to family. I was tired of hearing her complain about how bad Florida was compared to Massachusettes. Now I'm hearing about how this area is worse than Florida and Massachusettes are. Yet, she keeps bringing up the possibility of them moving up here with me. Ackkkkk! During our trip to Hershey, PA she was bringing up all the people she owes money to. She never mentioned me, so I brought up the $2400 I gave them to help with their mortgage on the house they lost in their bankruptcy. She admitted she had forgotten it. I then proceded to mention other moneys I lent to them, but that went by the wayside as she continued to complain, although at least that $2400 was being added to the list. If I ever see it, it will be a miracle.
Amy mentioned that she and John had a fight Friday night. I'd love to know what about, but it's not any of my business. I wonder if he was speculating on his position in her life as I do about mine and his. Unless he's gay, I just don't see him having the comfort level with her house or talking about sex, etc. unless he's got ideas about the two of them. I'm a firm believer in what Chris Rock said in his stand up routine. Every female friend a guy has is a potential girlfriend he couldn't close the deal with. Now I have some very good female friends and I wouldn't trade them, but in every case they were someone I was romantically or physically interested in that didn't go anywhere. Caitlyn's mom is a prime example. We tried it twice, but she wasn't into it and it just sort of fell away. Now, I can't see what I saw in her. There is no physical attraction on my part any more. In fact some of her hygiene leaves me disgusted. I no longer am a willing participant in her using me and she's made the comment that I don't seem to be on her side all the time anymore. If it weren't for Caitlyn I wouldn't have anything to do with her. Which brings me back to Amy. As much as I want to be more than friends with Amy I'm willing to run it as just friends, but I'll always want more until I know I'm no longer of interest to her.
I've been e-mailing someone I met on Match.com. We've never talked, just e-mailed and only a couple of times at that. I just don't have my heart into it. It seems stilted from both sides. She's cute, younger than me and has a job. However, she lives at home and I question her intelligence level. I always wonder why someone puts down brainiac as a turn off. I know dumb people don't turn me on. I'd like to have a conversation with the person eventually. Well, I'll see how this runs.
Amy mentioned that she and John had a fight Friday night. I'd love to know what about, but it's not any of my business. I wonder if he was speculating on his position in her life as I do about mine and his. Unless he's gay, I just don't see him having the comfort level with her house or talking about sex, etc. unless he's got ideas about the two of them. I'm a firm believer in what Chris Rock said in his stand up routine. Every female friend a guy has is a potential girlfriend he couldn't close the deal with. Now I have some very good female friends and I wouldn't trade them, but in every case they were someone I was romantically or physically interested in that didn't go anywhere. Caitlyn's mom is a prime example. We tried it twice, but she wasn't into it and it just sort of fell away. Now, I can't see what I saw in her. There is no physical attraction on my part any more. In fact some of her hygiene leaves me disgusted. I no longer am a willing participant in her using me and she's made the comment that I don't seem to be on her side all the time anymore. If it weren't for Caitlyn I wouldn't have anything to do with her. Which brings me back to Amy. As much as I want to be more than friends with Amy I'm willing to run it as just friends, but I'll always want more until I know I'm no longer of interest to her.
I've been e-mailing someone I met on Match.com. We've never talked, just e-mailed and only a couple of times at that. I just don't have my heart into it. It seems stilted from both sides. She's cute, younger than me and has a job. However, she lives at home and I question her intelligence level. I always wonder why someone puts down brainiac as a turn off. I know dumb people don't turn me on. I'd like to have a conversation with the person eventually. Well, I'll see how this runs.