Today was one of those "quiet" days for me. Every now and then I get where I'm a little moody and quiet. I was in a good mood, just quiet. Maybe focused is a better word. I have a lot of projects on my plate that haven't been finished and need to be in a short time. I've only had one or two incidents like this since I moved up here. Nothing like I used to have working in the Albertsons office and certainly none of the Black Funks I'd get into over the previous few years. However, I was noticably different for several people at work to comment on.
I had a bit of an epifhany today in my relationship with Amy. Since she has lived here her whole life, she has a broad number of friends and aquaintances that rightly demand time from her at the same time I want to spend time with her. It probably wouldn't be so obvious except as a recent transplant I have few friends here outside of work. That's something I'm hoping to change with getting back into reenacting (although I would like Amy and her son's participation in that too. It's fun and their presence would just inhance it, but I would still be exposed to more people with a like interest than I do at work). I would like to get into something like a softball league or soccer or something along that line. While I'm not very sports oriented, I do enjoy playing.
Tonight I got a call from someone I haven't talked to in almost a year. Karma called me. She and I tried to date in 2006 around the holidays. She broke up with me on Thanksgiving day and then again on Christmas Day. The just dessert being that the guy she was on again/off again with when we were trying to date, dumped her on her birthday right after that. We had talked again after that and she was seeing someone new that was in construction and she was really committed to making it work. Tonight I found out they just split. It's a good thing I didn't get roped into that relationship but it was thrilling because it exposed me to a different group of people that I wouldn't necessarily have been around before. To say she was in the drug scene would put it mildly. She was a habitual pot smoker as well as other recreational drugs. She had spent time in prison for selling Meth and Heroin. When I met her she was in a "cleaning up" time in her life, but she still hung around the same friends. They were nice and when I declined drugs that were offered, there was no offense. It was pretty much recognized that I was "above" her station as it were and her friends were happy for her, but still wanted her to "hang" with them.
She was one of those that "took care of her man" type. The problem being that she might have more than one "man" around. When we were dating and I would get her something, she would always refuse it. I think that's one reason I worry and over think things with Amy when she does the same. She says she hasn't opened the Christmas gift I bought her and I hope that's not true. It's not that big a gift and I spent a lot of time trying to find something for her that I liked and hoped she would too. Maybe Amy will come around and realize that because she doesn't ask me for things, it gives me a thrill to give her things that have meaning to me whether it's a cheap pair of Mickey ears or something nicer.
One thing that I did learn in my short time with Karma was that a Blow job can be nice. I've never been a fan since my ex's "Black & Decker Pecker Wrecker" overbite scraped me up and down when we were first married. Anyone I was with after that who tried really wasn't into it and just went through the motions because they thought I would want it. I usually stopped them after a short time to go on to more conventional sex. Karma however, loved to give head. She was the first and only person I've been with that I actually came from it. So, while it's not my favorite sex (me going down on my partner is
) I can at least appreciate it now. She was also the first person I've been with that wasn't opposed to the thought of anal, but that was never explored in the couple of times we were together which was probably a good thing based on her drug history. The couple of times we were together was before I found out how deep she had been. into drugs That brought me to the doctor for tests real quick and luckily all negative.
So today was kind of an off day. I was out of sorts and I heard from a "blast from the past". It will be interesting to see how this year plays out now that I'm more comfortable in my surroundings.
Just an aside; I can not get the image of Amy's thighs and butt out of my mind. There is so little excess on her frame that what's there is all muscle and very compact. I'm really looking forward to seeing her totally naked.
I had a bit of an epifhany today in my relationship with Amy. Since she has lived here her whole life, she has a broad number of friends and aquaintances that rightly demand time from her at the same time I want to spend time with her. It probably wouldn't be so obvious except as a recent transplant I have few friends here outside of work. That's something I'm hoping to change with getting back into reenacting (although I would like Amy and her son's participation in that too. It's fun and their presence would just inhance it, but I would still be exposed to more people with a like interest than I do at work). I would like to get into something like a softball league or soccer or something along that line. While I'm not very sports oriented, I do enjoy playing.
Tonight I got a call from someone I haven't talked to in almost a year. Karma called me. She and I tried to date in 2006 around the holidays. She broke up with me on Thanksgiving day and then again on Christmas Day. The just dessert being that the guy she was on again/off again with when we were trying to date, dumped her on her birthday right after that. We had talked again after that and she was seeing someone new that was in construction and she was really committed to making it work. Tonight I found out they just split. It's a good thing I didn't get roped into that relationship but it was thrilling because it exposed me to a different group of people that I wouldn't necessarily have been around before. To say she was in the drug scene would put it mildly. She was a habitual pot smoker as well as other recreational drugs. She had spent time in prison for selling Meth and Heroin. When I met her she was in a "cleaning up" time in her life, but she still hung around the same friends. They were nice and when I declined drugs that were offered, there was no offense. It was pretty much recognized that I was "above" her station as it were and her friends were happy for her, but still wanted her to "hang" with them.
She was one of those that "took care of her man" type. The problem being that she might have more than one "man" around. When we were dating and I would get her something, she would always refuse it. I think that's one reason I worry and over think things with Amy when she does the same. She says she hasn't opened the Christmas gift I bought her and I hope that's not true. It's not that big a gift and I spent a lot of time trying to find something for her that I liked and hoped she would too. Maybe Amy will come around and realize that because she doesn't ask me for things, it gives me a thrill to give her things that have meaning to me whether it's a cheap pair of Mickey ears or something nicer.
One thing that I did learn in my short time with Karma was that a Blow job can be nice. I've never been a fan since my ex's "Black & Decker Pecker Wrecker" overbite scraped me up and down when we were first married. Anyone I was with after that who tried really wasn't into it and just went through the motions because they thought I would want it. I usually stopped them after a short time to go on to more conventional sex. Karma however, loved to give head. She was the first and only person I've been with that I actually came from it. So, while it's not my favorite sex (me going down on my partner is
) I can at least appreciate it now. She was also the first person I've been with that wasn't opposed to the thought of anal, but that was never explored in the couple of times we were together which was probably a good thing based on her drug history. The couple of times we were together was before I found out how deep she had been. into drugs That brought me to the doctor for tests real quick and luckily all negative.
So today was kind of an off day. I was out of sorts and I heard from a "blast from the past". It will be interesting to see how this year plays out now that I'm more comfortable in my surroundings.
Just an aside; I can not get the image of Amy's thighs and butt out of my mind. There is so little excess on her frame that what's there is all muscle and very compact. I'm really looking forward to seeing her totally naked.