I'm totally fallen for the girl in my earlier blogs. She's funny, a bit of a smart ass, caring, a hard worker, and absolutley beautiful without recognizing it. When I compliment her, she blows it off as I'm being funny. Somehow we keep teasing each other with sexual inuendos. But let's start at the beginning:
Two weeks ago she texted me on a day she took off. We had been flirting for a while and talking and texting outside of work. This morning she suggested I call in sick. Which I promptly did. That shocked her. She came over. I think she was thinking "this will be a quick lay with my boss and I'll move on." While I've fantasized about her for months, I didn't want just a one time quickie. We ended up snuggling up and talking all day long. She's a smoker, but she didn't have a single cigarette for eight hours. At the end, she seemed shocked that I thought about her the way I do and that I wanted to try to see where we could go. She admitted that she was seeing someone, but that it wasn't headed in a direction that she wanted to go. I found out later that she basically got with him right after that and told him it wasn't working and broke up with him.
She has a son that she loves very much and is very devoted to. Also, there have been some family issues and she has ended up taking over her brother's two kids. This has meant that we haven't had any chance to do much but talk on the phone. I don't want to pressure her, but every time I text her or talk to her, some inuendo pops up. She gives as well as she get's which has created a building sexual frustration for me. I don't want to pressure her and I much prefer that it happens when the time is right. I just wish it was right now.
The last few women I've been with have just been relationships of convenience and it was understood as such. This one is the first in over four years that I could see becoming more than just fuck buddies. I actually want it to be more, but I keep reining myself in. I don't want to scare her off, and after all we've only been talking seriously for just over two weeks.
She is my ideal body wise, she is petite, brunette, blue/grey eyes, beautiful firm breasts, an ass you could eat dinner off of, and legs that just invite my touch. She looks beautiful without an ounce of make up and she fits in my arms so perfectly it makes me ache.
I'll keep my fingers crossed and see where it goes. I'm headed to Florida to visit my goddaughter over the holiday so I'll be going through withdrawels.
Two weeks ago she texted me on a day she took off. We had been flirting for a while and talking and texting outside of work. This morning she suggested I call in sick. Which I promptly did. That shocked her. She came over. I think she was thinking "this will be a quick lay with my boss and I'll move on." While I've fantasized about her for months, I didn't want just a one time quickie. We ended up snuggling up and talking all day long. She's a smoker, but she didn't have a single cigarette for eight hours. At the end, she seemed shocked that I thought about her the way I do and that I wanted to try to see where we could go. She admitted that she was seeing someone, but that it wasn't headed in a direction that she wanted to go. I found out later that she basically got with him right after that and told him it wasn't working and broke up with him.
She has a son that she loves very much and is very devoted to. Also, there have been some family issues and she has ended up taking over her brother's two kids. This has meant that we haven't had any chance to do much but talk on the phone. I don't want to pressure her, but every time I text her or talk to her, some inuendo pops up. She gives as well as she get's which has created a building sexual frustration for me. I don't want to pressure her and I much prefer that it happens when the time is right. I just wish it was right now.
The last few women I've been with have just been relationships of convenience and it was understood as such. This one is the first in over four years that I could see becoming more than just fuck buddies. I actually want it to be more, but I keep reining myself in. I don't want to scare her off, and after all we've only been talking seriously for just over two weeks.
She is my ideal body wise, she is petite, brunette, blue/grey eyes, beautiful firm breasts, an ass you could eat dinner off of, and legs that just invite my touch. She looks beautiful without an ounce of make up and she fits in my arms so perfectly it makes me ache.
I'll keep my fingers crossed and see where it goes. I'm headed to Florida to visit my goddaughter over the holiday so I'll be going through withdrawels.