superfall

It's been a while. Back in February the building I was renting a condo in burned. I was on the second floor. The entire third floor was gutted. Obviously the building was unlivable. Of course I didn't have renter's insurance. The first time I didn't get it and I got burned (pun intended). So, I've had to find a new place and start over.

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Still feeling under the weather. It was a struggle to get to the gym. I had to force myself the whole time.

Yesterday I spent mostly sleeping. It was probably the best thing for me. I did finally go see True Grit. The stilted dialogue was a bit disconcerting, but in all I thought it an accurate western portrayel. The weapons were historically accurate and...
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I spent Christmas Day with a good friend and his family. It's tough being single on the holidays. Why do breakups always seem to happen to me just before the holidays? Are they saving themselves the cost of a present?

Today it's supposed to start snowing and continue into tomorrow. Being from Florida I still love to see the snow. However, I still don't have...
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I just got back from a great trip back to Florida. I got to spend some quality time with Caitlyn my goddaughter. She's 12 and growing up so fast. I also got to spend some time with Melissa. It brought me some closure with our relationship. We're still good friends, but she isn't going to move from there and I'm not going back. It's time...
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Well, it happened. Leah and I have broken up. I could almost write it up on cue cards. I'm the nicest guy she's ever dated. I'm exactly what she was looking for. It's not fair to me that she cant fit me into her schedule. She still wants to remain friends. She doesn't feel the butterflies, etc. etc.

Once more into the dating world.

I have a strong feeling I'll be single by Saturday night. It's been coming. I can't say that I'll be heartbroken, but it is depressing. Thinking back, I think about 75% of the relationships I've been in have ended just before the holidays.

My reasons is that she has been backing off a little bit at a time for the past month and we haven't...
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I feel in a rut. My job satisfaction is taking a real nose dive. Nothing seems to be moving as far as my relationship with Leah. I keep thinking about Melissa in Florida, but there's no work for me back there and I don't know if I want to go back to Florida. I keep thinking about going into business for myself, but my credit...
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I'm back from the show and trying to recover. The Scorpion Bar was awesome! I celebrated my birthday there Thursday night before we left Foxwoods. I lost track of the vodka's and crans and the shots of JD I was consuming, but it rocked all in all.

I start this week finding out that we're converting two new customers starting May 10th. One is a...
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Two days til I leave for the my company's corporate show and a weeks worth of work to get done before that. Situation normal, all fucked up.

Well, three of my surface anchors are out. I'm taking the fourth (and last) one out this week. I turn 38 next week and I'm thinking of taking out my nipple piercings and my penis piercing. I just feel like I'm too old to keep trying to hold onto them. I'm at the point where it's just sad. I'll keep the ear piercings and the...
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One of my surface anchors is rejecting and I think another one is on the way. Of course they are going to cause the set up to be lopsided. I'll have to get them all removed. they were in an awkward place anyways. My seatbelt kept catching on them across my chest.

Headed to FLA for a little VACATION!!! I can't wait. I'm going to see my goddaughter and some friends. I'll spend a little time in St. Augustine and a few in Orlando. I really need this.