super_vixen

Today was just another wasted day. I couldn't even crawl out of bed until after 5:00pm. I think my lungs are starting to disentegrate....it looks like I'm coughing up chunks of them. But, I'm smoking another cigarette right now, so I guess I don't really mind. My girls and I are supposed to hit the town tonight, but I'm not sure If I'm going to join them. When my body is sick, my head is usually not far behind. I hate to sound like less than a happy girl, but I'm so lonely right now. I meet tons of people at work, and a good majority of them would love to bed me. I'd love to get laid sometime this month, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I want to lie in bed with someone who gives a damn about me.... I wake up alone every morning. I think I'm going to get wasted tonight.