Well follow up of last entry. I have finally found it someone who gives without expectin it back who does not hld anything against me. I can cry about my brother and feel its totally ok. Things are said when they are actually meant. Finally i have what i want. I have lost alot but also found alot.
Nothing will ever replace my los for my brothetr i sometimes feel him i can see his body his eyes.His laughter it keeps me living.
Im not going to bristol anymore have a new job 20,000 a year if i work hard .Luke dad works in radio so contacts there. Also knows people in television.Whoever sent all this happiness i thankyou.
Off anit depressants all scars healed i made it im happy.One scar will always remain but always less deep.Miss you little man.
love you forever
sam x
Nothing will ever replace my los for my brothetr i sometimes feel him i can see his body his eyes.His laughter it keeps me living.
Im not going to bristol anymore have a new job 20,000 a year if i work hard .Luke dad works in radio so contacts there. Also knows people in television.Whoever sent all this happiness i thankyou.
Off anit depressants all scars healed i made it im happy.One scar will always remain but always less deep.Miss you little man.
love you forever
sam x