sunshinpixie

Its been hard today. Miss Kieran alot went to his grave. I feel sad as though people think i want to play the victim card. I feel sad that im in this position. But i also feel strong. Im worried that i have really hurt tom and and that he will never talk to me again.Its not something to be proud of when you hurt someone, But i can't help but beleive i had to do what i did or i would of exploded with emotion.

I hope people see how strong i am one day and that im not here for people to feel sorry for.

I have been asked out on a date not sure though could be too soon. People are saying nothing is stopping me. Maybe there is not anymore.

I will carry on being strong and make life worth while, i can make it on my own.
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