Going home today. I have realised i am actually happy for people i wanbt peoplei know to have fun. To live life to the max and if that means leaving me behind then so be it. I realise my path is not going to be easy but i want my friends etc to be happy. I used to resent people having fun but now its different. Bit sad here but its like love if it touches you at least once you can have it for a life time. God that is corny. So i appreciate what i have now this moment.If it leaves myside then i will be happy for whai i had.
