sunshinpixie

This is going to be an angry entry. Im tired and weary of trying to be happy. From now on i will act in the way i am actually feeling.At home at the moment.I thought life was hard but nothing conmpares to this i thought i had more friends were the fuck are they. I have some support whcih is really good and i thank those people from the bottom of my heart. i feel let down from the ones who feel they are scared. People really can be selfish. i don't wish this upon anyone . I hope people enjoy there lives. Live for the moment. I want to get better but i hope people understand i am greiving and don't mean some of the stuff i say. This does not excuse my recent childish behaviour i can be selfish and as my mother puts it gunning. Well there we go folks i have admited i can be in the weong.hope somebody will attempt to be my friend. God how desperate but at this time i really don't care i have to admit i need help and i will get better but it will take time.
Heres to the future and to happiness when it comes
Sam