sunshinpixie

If i smile too much i feel guilty,
If i laugh i feel guilty,
If i cry it feels right ,
When im alone it feels right,
Your body is gone i don't want you to be lonely,

This guy sacha on myspace is so so nice, quite nice looking. We have so much in common. He lost his dad at the age of sixteen. He sends me very long messages at the moment. He can comletely understand how i feel.

Im currently watching 'Cast Away' funny film Plus lots of pictures of Kieran to smile at.

So what shall i do tomorrow. Im going to see the place where we shall bury Kieran. Also some exercise.Might see Adam in Cardiff he always manages to put a smile on my face.

Well bye
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