sunshinpixie

This is going to be an angry entry. Im tired and weary of trying to be happy. From now on i will act in the way i am actually feeling.At home at the moment.I thought life was hard but nothing conmpares to this i thought i had more friends were the fuck are they. I have some support whcih is really good and i thank...
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oh and also i can do some tricks on the pole jumps and lifts good for the old muscles.

The Platinum Club is so so funny. Worked my first shift last night. Did five dances its just so funny watching the men ogle. ( Not sure if thats how you spell it).I am finally getting things on track. I feel less insecure. The job helps that . I feel stronger to be on my own and a little more positive. Things are busy helping...
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So im at the infamous Toms house. Posh man. Things are good apart from a Sarah girl textin mr filthy messages constantly.I mean yeah i would if i was single. But she is starting to piss me off. Leave me alone more like. Actually heres another moan i fucking hate th fact ppl act as if im fine. I should have a sign on my...
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Right everything is a bit gay. But i have to restart work at the Platinum club to get some bloody money.Thanks for the comments thagoras' friends . Very sweet. Things are on the up.I just need to get some money and sort out life.

If i smile too much i feel guilty,
If i laugh i feel guilty,
If i cry it feels right ,
When im alone it feels right,
Your body is gone i don't want you to be lonely,

This guy sacha on myspace is so so nice, quite nice looking. We have so much in common. He lost his dad at the age of sixteen....
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Yo, yo ,yo
Caroline shes mighty fine. Ha haha .
Slightly wierd mood today.Wierd ex tried to kiss me last night. Have it. Stupid lampost.Any how have ball on tuesday should be fun.I hope things improve.I slept with my brother last night, and we watched 'School of Rock'. Quite an ok film apart from i fell asleep.About to go for a meal.
Have fun my...
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Im sick of everyone crowding me i want space. Well alittle. I went a drink with my ex today was interesting. Hes a nice guy can just be a willy at times. Tom has been great.They took the body today which was hard. I will triumph this. I will become the woman i was. So, have it. Not for me for Kieran.
Love you Kieran...
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hi
Well, what have i been up to! My brother dies on sunday. Which was bloody not good. Kind of ok. Just need to carry on.
Sam

Oh this is slightly wierd writing an online journal.Ok im missing the countryside. Quite sad really it cant be helped.The city can be sooooooooo impersona.Apart from that im a happy go girl.All you women are beautiful.