sunshine_junkie

Writing when you're a little stoned is funny. Being stoned is funny period I guess. Tonight as I was sharing a joint with my sisters boyfriend (no funny business) we were watching the olympics and for some reason the idea of smoking weed seemed like a great idea for an olympic sport. Anyway don't ask me why I was watching the olympics, I think it's...
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I think I need to start working on how to be a good girl. Too many late nights, way too little sleep. And you know it's a bad thing when you wake up in some strange person's kitchen and you're still high.
I just bought some new lights for my bedroom that are shaped like little weed leaves that shine really bright green at night....
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I'm having one hell of a lousy day. It's pissing it down with rain and guess what it still feels like I'm roasting in an oven.
There are dozens of people in my house, people that I don't even know. I hate people that I don't know who ask me embarrassing questions.
I think I'll go walk in the rain until they've gone. Whoever told...
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England is on fire right now. You can't even walk down the street bare footed anymore it's that hot. I like winter, summer is just way too much for me. I feel suffocated. I feel so suffocated that I might just turn the hose on myself. Or maybe I could put the sprinklers on and lie down on the grass...sounds like a plan

Thank god the weekend is over and with it so are all celebrations of the mother's stupid wedding. I still think it's unfair that I was made to dress, as she put it, normally. But I relented, blame my eldery relatives for that.
All in all the wedding was agonizing to sit through, I felt like I was swallowing sick everytime I had to pretend...
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You know it's amazing how there are so many people in this world and none of them seem to really give a shit. I think there's a good chance that I might just be the most frustrating person in the world. And I don't get that either. I'm a nice enough girl, I'm good to people so why the hell am I so socially disabled?...
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I feel completely wiped out. Went to see Rhcp on Friday in London, really drank too much, didn't eat at all, smoked more than I probably should have, but they were amazing. I haven't slept since Thursday and I know that any moment now I'm going to probably fall asleep at the computer. I should probablly just drag my tired arse into the shower and...
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I'm in quite the predicament at the moment. I've decided that next year I'm going to spend my vacation time doing voluntary work abroad with orphaned children. I've been thinking about working in the Philippines with deaf children, because most of my family are deaf so I've kinda grown up with it and it's pretty close to my heart, but then I want to go...
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I feel a tad wasted. Got a little too stoned this morning, came home ate too much slept too much, and now I have a weird taste in my mouth from whatever it is I had the munchies for.
Either England is filled with snobs or I get way too paranoid after I've had a joint. All the way home I kept passing people and...
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Damn I hate my mother's fiance. I wish I could rip his face off and feed it to him. *sighs* and I would if I thought I could get away with it. Maybe I could just blame it on all the emotional stress he's caused me. Like that woman who stabbed her husband to death while she was pregnant, because he wouldn't do the dishes,...
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