I'm trying to find Hurt by Johnny Cash but for some bizarre reason I can only find a tribute to it by sevendust *sighs* Oh well.
I have a cold, my sinuses are blocked up tighter than concrete and I can't taste anything anymore. This morning I put some j.d in my tea and it helped a little but I couldn't drink it all day...
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I have a cold, my sinuses are blocked up tighter than concrete and I can't taste anything anymore. This morning I put some j.d in my tea and it helped a little but I couldn't drink it all day...
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lilje:
nah, i just draw bymyself. used to draw a whole lot before, mostly faces really. used to paint a little too. just for fun. i usually use it to bring out a feeling that i can't explain with words..... good thing the advice helped at least a little bit. hope you'll get well in no time 
monkeybutt:
wow, cool. all these girls are taking off their underwear for me. thanks. 
Today is a really shitty, boring day. You know when you're in a bad mood and you can't shake yourself out of it? Well that's me at this precise moment.
I need a job, I'm in dire need of a job, but for some strange reason people seem to be offended by the idea of hiring an eighteen year old.
Money is running low but...
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I need a job, I'm in dire need of a job, but for some strange reason people seem to be offended by the idea of hiring an eighteen year old.
Money is running low but...
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monkeybutt:
japancakes is band, darling. not sure you'd be into them, but who knows. very mellow, beautiful, ambient instrumental with synths, violins and slide guitars. great for rainy sunday afternoon.
lilje:
mysterious and brooding, huh. okay. lets go for them believing that. it went okay. but i stuck to my lonesome self and my bf. and he was totally mysterious, brooding and weird...... no one wants to hire a 18-year old? that sucks. here youth counts a lot. i think there's 18 years old just about everywhere, in every store. or is it just me seeing them everywhere?
I'm going to a wedding tonight, I don't particularly know the bride and groom but for some reason I've been invited. I don't mind I don't really have anything else to do tonight and it's an excuse to wear my weird black dress. I might even be creative and stick a dead flower to my chest.
I don't care how cheap it makes me either...
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I don't care how cheap it makes me either...
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monkeybutt:
it's funny because when i wrote that i figured everyone was going to be demanding what i was on about. you check my profile and you'll figure it out
monkeybutt:
thanks for the wishes. have a good sunday.
I am feeling really, really low right now. It's like I'm back to the old me and I'm getting frightened about the easiest things in the world, all over again. You know when you try to think of good things but your mind just refuses to let you. I have college tomorrow and my mind seems to think that, that is a very frightening thing....
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monkeybutt:
you'll feel good and bad all the time. just remember that this is the only life you will ever have that is exactly like this one. right now. enjoy your physical existence. and keep on getting high. because it doesn't hurt you. or stop when you feel like it. just listen to your intuition. and rock on. 
monkeybutt:
awesome...
Last night something a little bit weird happened to me. I was walking home and it must have been about one a clock in the morning, and I guess being a woman and walking home on your own there bad combinations anyway but either I don't go out or I pay for taxi's that I can't afford. So anyway I was walking home and this...
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lilje:
oh. scary. good thing you didn't go with him
monkeybutt:
hey, if you do, make sure you tell me what it was like. i'll tell you about mine.
Today has been a boring day to end all days. But I promise that it's not just because I'm not high right now.
Family members seem to really enjoy waking you up at obscene hours for a 'chat' my mum sat on my bed at like six and started talking to me about her husbands constipation. I almost vomited in my pillow. And you know...
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Family members seem to really enjoy waking you up at obscene hours for a 'chat' my mum sat on my bed at like six and started talking to me about her husbands constipation. I almost vomited in my pillow. And you know...
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lilje:
thansk. not really fat, just...a littly chubby.the kind were people tend to think you're pregnant. skipping, huh. maybe i should try that. wake up the whole block
monkeybutt:
yeah, how could i leave you? i don't think i could...
Last night was complete madness, my original plan was to get completely wasted what with it being a Friday night and all. But as I was walking back with my sister we found out that some creepy boys who live a couple of doors away from her, sold my two year old niece's kitten to somebody from another street. Who sells a little kids kitten,...
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lilje:
wow. thats a bit cruel. good thing it got sortet.
i got wasted yesterday. never really had a hangover before. until now
i got wasted yesterday. never really had a hangover before. until now
monkeybutt:
so, i'm staying. sorry about the kitten.
I had my college interview today and they told me that my application has been accepted.
I'm glad and all but I think it's a bad sign when you get lost like five times and the college is tiny. Alot of the girls there found the fluorescent yellow shoe laces on my dc martins 'offensive' Excuse me they glow in the dark and everything and...
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I'm glad and all but I think it's a bad sign when you get lost like five times and the college is tiny. Alot of the girls there found the fluorescent yellow shoe laces on my dc martins 'offensive' Excuse me they glow in the dark and everything and...
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lilje:
lots of complicated, weird twists and feelings is why i am a mess. a story and stories that takes ages to describe. i hope you'll have a wonderful, wonderful weekend. so glad you've been accepted, go you and the dc martins sounds. good. don't mind those dumb, dumb girls. they're REALLY ust jealous!
and the dc martins sounds. good. don't mind those dumb, dumb girls. they're REALLY ust jealous!
monkeybutt:
hunny bunch, i'm drinking red wine straight from the fucking bottle. plus the girl at the video store is cute as hell and i wanna kiss her blind, but i'm married. damn.
congrats on the college thing. now you can move on to the good drugs, like ecstasy and mescaline. 
congrats on the college thing. now you can move on to the good drugs, like ecstasy and mescaline.
Hmm at this precise moment my stomach feels like it's rupturing. I think I might become a paranoid recluse and never eat out again because for all I know they could have put poison in it.
As I was walking home today in, strangely, sunny England I never realised just how many different types of barbed wire there are. I guess that's something to consider...
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As I was walking home today in, strangely, sunny England I never realised just how many different types of barbed wire there are. I guess that's something to consider...
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monkeybutt:
hey, glad the drums worked out. didja get drunk too?
and thanks for the love. i think i just need to take a break. but i'm sure i'll be back eventually.
and thanks for the love. i think i just need to take a break. but i'm sure i'll be back eventually.
In the true spirit of all that is a Saturday evening I am going to try my absolute best to get hammered tonight. Everybody is away until Monday and you know they really shouldn't leave so much alcohol in the house if they don't want me to drink it. I think they want me to drink it, when my step father warned me not to...
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lilje:
thanks. that's kind of what i ended up doing. we had a good time. took the serious first, the fun thereafter. how's your weekend been?
monkeybutt:
here's what you do. when you're going to get hammered and pound on the drums, put pillows on the drum heads. i know it's not as satisfying, but at least you won't get cited for disturbing the peace.