I am feeling really, really low right now. It's like I'm back to the old me and I'm getting frightened about the easiest things in the world, all over again. You know when you try to think of good things but your mind just refuses to let you. I have college tomorrow and my mind seems to think that, that is a very frightening thing.
I blame myself for getting stoned all day, one minute I'm surrounded by my own happy green haze and the next my mood just drops completely.
I watched Passion Of The Christ last night when I was drunk, my sister had a few of her friends round and I swear by the end of the film I was crying right into her shoulder. I'm not even religious and it screwed with my mind all night.
I blame myself for getting stoned all day, one minute I'm surrounded by my own happy green haze and the next my mood just drops completely.
I watched Passion Of The Christ last night when I was drunk, my sister had a few of her friends round and I swear by the end of the film I was crying right into her shoulder. I'm not even religious and it screwed with my mind all night.
monkeybutt:
you'll feel good and bad all the time. just remember that this is the only life you will ever have that is exactly like this one. right now. enjoy your physical existence. and keep on getting high. because it doesn't hurt you. or stop when you feel like it. just listen to your intuition. and rock on. 
monkeybutt:
awesome...