Thank god the weekend is over and with it so are all celebrations of the mother's stupid wedding. I still think it's unfair that I was made to dress, as she put it, normally. But I relented, blame my eldery relatives for that.
All in all the wedding was agonizing to sit through, I felt like I was swallowing sick everytime I had to pretend...
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All in all the wedding was agonizing to sit through, I felt like I was swallowing sick everytime I had to pretend...
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You know it's amazing how there are so many people in this world and none of them seem to really give a shit. I think there's a good chance that I might just be the most frustrating person in the world. And I don't get that either. I'm a nice enough girl, I'm good to people so why the hell am I so socially disabled?...
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monkeybutt:
good morning. it's a lovely saturday here.
monkeybutt:
i didn't know i could be rejected, but there it is.
happy
thursday
to
you
rrrrinnnnggg
heddo?
whassohappyboutthisthursdayshite?
dunno, did you see that chicken!
fuck no?
and then it happened...again...
l8r
happy
thursday
to
you
rrrrinnnnggg
heddo?
whassohappyboutthisthursdayshite?
dunno, did you see that chicken!
fuck no?
and then it happened...again...
l8r
I feel completely wiped out. Went to see Rhcp on Friday in London, really drank too much, didn't eat at all, smoked more than I probably should have, but they were amazing. I haven't slept since Thursday and I know that any moment now I'm going to probably fall asleep at the computer. I should probablly just drag my tired arse into the shower and...
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peart:
sounds like it was good
I'm in quite the predicament at the moment. I've decided that next year I'm going to spend my vacation time doing voluntary work abroad with orphaned children. I've been thinking about working in the Philippines with deaf children, because most of my family are deaf so I've kinda grown up with it and it's pretty close to my heart, but then I want to go...
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peart:
oh you like to parachute?
I feel a tad wasted. Got a little too stoned this morning, came home ate too much slept too much, and now I have a weird taste in my mouth from whatever it is I had the munchies for.
Either England is filled with snobs or I get way too paranoid after I've had a joint. All the way home I kept passing people and...
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Either England is filled with snobs or I get way too paranoid after I've had a joint. All the way home I kept passing people and...
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monkeybutt:
i get people screaming stuff at me from the road too. guess it's cause i'm pretty.
nice tits by the way
nice tits by the way
peart:
You have nice tits eh? Hope you and your tits are having a good day. 
Damn I hate my mother's fiance. I wish I could rip his face off and feed it to him. *sighs* and I would if I thought I could get away with it. Maybe I could just blame it on all the emotional stress he's caused me. Like that woman who stabbed her husband to death while she was pregnant, because he wouldn't do the dishes,...
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People are completely two faced. Today I met the rudest receptionist I have ever met, which is pretty difficult considering most receptionists are such snobs. She treated me like shit, laughing with her boss about the kind of people their letting into public places these days.
I gave her the finger and went out for a fag even though I'm supposed to be quitting. I...
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I gave her the finger and went out for a fag even though I'm supposed to be quitting. I...
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leena1:
wow, what an abrupt turn-around. I bet she wanted to hump your finger 
Well this is to be my first journal entry. What to say, what to say. It's my birthday tomorrow so I fully intend on celebrating it in my usual lady like manor, naked and drunk.
Don't you hate it when family members throw you a party, and invite all of their friends, and none of yours. Mother says I'm not to invite any of my...
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Don't you hate it when family members throw you a party, and invite all of their friends, and none of yours. Mother says I'm not to invite any of my...
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sunshine_junkie:
Today I am in a strange mood. Not as depressed as usual, not as happy as...anyway I feel rather numb. And I don't care how uncool it is of me listening to Zombie by the cranberries is still fucking amazing. That song always makes me cry, and sometimes when you don't feel anything it's good to cry. There are other things I could do but I've promised myself that I will not resort to violence even if it's on myself.
Usually writing is my therapy but lately I seem to be in to a little bit of poetry. It's complete bitter and twisted shite but it makes me happy.
Usually writing is my therapy but lately I seem to be in to a little bit of poetry. It's complete bitter and twisted shite but it makes me happy.
stirfry:
i just cant get enough of that voice! Cranberries as well as Sinead's old stuff. that accent drives me mad.
long time no see (or post anyhow, lol.)
long time no see (or post anyhow, lol.)
drinking today. party. will get a little high in your honor.
happy tuesday.