today, i fell in love with a girl. a midget with little hands, light brown hair and pink eyeshadow. she was so tiny. her hands were so cute, i wanted to touch them. i couldn't stop starring at her. i now believe in love at first sight.
today, i was a creepy lesbian.
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lets talk about how i feel. right now. i am trying to convince myself of something, an ephiphany that does not exist, a powerball a little too small. nobody's opinion ever changes. they all say the world can kiss their ass, but who's ass are they kissin? while someone else is gonna be sleeping in my bed and all their cries are fake. it takes a certain kind to take and take and take. i just don't care anymore. i fell down right through the floor. and they all, they all say you scare them just a bit. cause you're crazy just a bit. you're interesting just a bit. you're over-sexed just a bit.you're hyper-sensitive to the eye. you learnt too well when you should lie. thats me. im the you. and me. im mad at myself for being such an idiot. you dont get it? well figure it out. this probably makes sense to no one but myself. this is why i hate people. i'll never have someone to talk to. i just needed to let it out somehow. and here it is. i feel better already. i can sleep now. and fail tomorrow's exam.
PS. what is the maximum number of times you've jerked off in one day?
xoxo
sunny
today, i was a creepy lesbian.
****added:
lets talk about how i feel. right now. i am trying to convince myself of something, an ephiphany that does not exist, a powerball a little too small. nobody's opinion ever changes. they all say the world can kiss their ass, but who's ass are they kissin? while someone else is gonna be sleeping in my bed and all their cries are fake. it takes a certain kind to take and take and take. i just don't care anymore. i fell down right through the floor. and they all, they all say you scare them just a bit. cause you're crazy just a bit. you're interesting just a bit. you're over-sexed just a bit.you're hyper-sensitive to the eye. you learnt too well when you should lie. thats me. im the you. and me. im mad at myself for being such an idiot. you dont get it? well figure it out. this probably makes sense to no one but myself. this is why i hate people. i'll never have someone to talk to. i just needed to let it out somehow. and here it is. i feel better already. i can sleep now. and fail tomorrow's exam.
PS. what is the maximum number of times you've jerked off in one day?
xoxo
sunny
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sunny, dear...
you're beautiful sugar, and people change everyday. the only thing about people that doesn't change is that people never stop changing.
look at me...
i'm some kind of drunk lunatic most of the time. i've been systematically destroying all of my female (or at least, especially my female) relationships. can't hold them, they're just floating away.
momentarily i'm surprizingly at peace. i don't get that often so i'm gloating in it now.
i miss talking to you sugar, you're one of the good ones.
you're beautiful.