here is my little story for today:
im screwed because i have a bf and im in love with someone else. me and my bf had a great relationship. he is everything a girl could ask for. he is so wonderful and amazing and he is sooo in love with me. the only prob is that he is nothing like me, we are two diff people with diff goals. i love him so much. but then a few weeks ago the guy i used to have a crush on came back into my life. he has always had a crush on me too. we are talking on the phone, and weve seen eachother a few times, we mostly talk i havent slept with him and i havent told him i have a bf. im such an idiot, im a bitch, now we are in love and i dont feel the same about my bf anymore. i mean i do love him a lot, im juts not in love with him anymore. it would kill him if he found out. u have no idea how much he loves me, he thinks we are gonna get married and live happily ever after. we;ve been together for a year and half. me and chris( the new boy) are so much alike, he understands me. ive told him things about myself i havent told anyone else, things i could never tell my bf cause he wouldnt understand. i dont know what to do.
p.s. did i mention they both share a same name? *chris*
im screwed because i have a bf and im in love with someone else. me and my bf had a great relationship. he is everything a girl could ask for. he is so wonderful and amazing and he is sooo in love with me. the only prob is that he is nothing like me, we are two diff people with diff goals. i love him so much. but then a few weeks ago the guy i used to have a crush on came back into my life. he has always had a crush on me too. we are talking on the phone, and weve seen eachother a few times, we mostly talk i havent slept with him and i havent told him i have a bf. im such an idiot, im a bitch, now we are in love and i dont feel the same about my bf anymore. i mean i do love him a lot, im juts not in love with him anymore. it would kill him if he found out. u have no idea how much he loves me, he thinks we are gonna get married and live happily ever after. we;ve been together for a year and half. me and chris( the new boy) are so much alike, he understands me. ive told him things about myself i havent told anyone else, things i could never tell my bf cause he wouldnt understand. i dont know what to do.
p.s. did i mention they both share a same name? *chris*
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endlessben:
I don't think it's far to you or him to keep going out. There's people who just can't fit together too much. It's nice and comfortable, but some people only mesh so much and it sounds like thats you and your boyfriend. It's seriously very heartbreaking for me to hear for various reasons. But you seem like a really sweet girl. You should examine this crush you love to see if you really love him, and if you weren't in this relationship, would you still have the same mindset. I know sometimes a new person can be exciting when you're in a long term relationship. But i talk too much.
endlessben:
I've been in the exact same situation (well there was no other guy) that your boyfriend was in. My girlfriend, who i loved Loved LOVED just didn't love me anymore. It happens. You're young. He's young (i assume). I don't think you should let him suffer, unknowing of the fate of you two. It sounds kind of bad, I know. I know you're not making him suffer on purpose, but i suffered badly when i was with my girlfriend in the After-Confession-Before-Break Up Phase, which just gets worse as it goes along.