Going to a concert this Sat. Should be a good show. Taproot, 10 years and Chevelle headlineing. Going with a bunch of random girls from work, got the feeling it's gonna be weird, but oh well. Can't be anti-social all the time. Gotta keep 'em guessing right?
Usually I dislike going to anything with large crowds, nothing phobic or anything just a preference really. We...
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Finally put up 2 pictures of myself. Not great but ones in which I don't think I am totally hideus. Oh well enjoy.
sumotode:
Yup, pics of me.
Well, Im back. Not that anyone really cares. Will put pictures of myself in here sometime soon I think.
So due to unfortunate situations at home I will be forced to cancel my account for awhile. It will probably go unoticed by most, but thanks anyhow. Its been fun and the site has a great community, even for a nudie site 
Laters.
Edit: Anyone can feel free to email me at stjacobson@hotmail.com
Laters.
Edit: Anyone can feel free to email me at stjacobson@hotmail.com
thelibra:
family can be freakin retarded. best of luck.
I am so irritated by people recently. I feel really stale. I need to find some new people to hang out with or need somewhere new to go. Easy enough right? Not really. The problem is 99.9 percent of people are fucking stupid. I cant stand most people. It makes for a really shitty situation. Wanting to find something/someone vs. not being able to stand...
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Despite how much I didn't want to, I finally made the last step in accepting that I am no longer wanted by that other person. I am ready no to accept what is done, I know it is no longer in my control. It is possibly one of the most painful things I have gone through, but it also had its rewards.
Unfortunatly I cannot...
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Well, I'm not sure why I am putting this on here other than the fact that I am running out of ideas. It's obcious that people on here have more experience than I do so perhaps someone can help. At least someone can tell me surly if I am crazy or just plain stupid. Here goes....
I got a problem and I am completly lost...
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tarnish:
I don't really agree with this quote from whosyourlibra "You're a guy, so the stupidity thing comes a little more easily to you than it would the fairer sex. " I think she meant it as more of a joke, but those kind of jokes, I don't find funny.
You have every right to be upset about it, and to want to contact her. She led you on for a year and now you have no way of knowing what went wrong. It isn't fair and you deserve better. I went through a very similar situation several years ago when I first started using the internet. I talked to this guy for over a year, we only talked on the phone maybe 4 times in that year, and he always had to go really quickly. Finally he came clean and told me that his name wasnt actually what he had claimed, and that it all started as a joke, and went to far. I'm like, uh, no shit, a whole fucking year too far. I was really hurt because I invested a lot of emotions into this"relationship" i thought we had, But at least I got some closure from it. You deserve at least that. *hugs*
You have every right to be upset about it, and to want to contact her. She led you on for a year and now you have no way of knowing what went wrong. It isn't fair and you deserve better. I went through a very similar situation several years ago when I first started using the internet. I talked to this guy for over a year, we only talked on the phone maybe 4 times in that year, and he always had to go really quickly. Finally he came clean and told me that his name wasnt actually what he had claimed, and that it all started as a joke, and went to far. I'm like, uh, no shit, a whole fucking year too far. I was really hurt because I invested a lot of emotions into this"relationship" i thought we had, But at least I got some closure from it. You deserve at least that. *hugs*
sumotode:
I suppose if it was something like that where we had talked only a few times over the phone, I wouldn't be as upset over this as I am. Surly I have been on the short end many a times, I am use to it by now.
Unfortunatly this was different. We talked nearly every other day on the phone for hours at a time. Everything that could be done was done over the phone. Expressions of love were exchanged many times, and it seemed it was real. This has been the turmoil that I have gone through in my head. Either I am so unknowning of people and this was a horrible joke, or something has happened. I cant beleive that anyone no matter how sick would keep such a joke alive for so long with so much emotion and involvment.
I just keep thinking that perhaps I have done somthing incredibly stupid. I tend to do this, it wouldnt be the first time. But yet again if it meant something I would imgaine that I would have been contacted by now.
I dont get people and I am stupid. This much i do know.
Unfortunatly this was different. We talked nearly every other day on the phone for hours at a time. Everything that could be done was done over the phone. Expressions of love were exchanged many times, and it seemed it was real. This has been the turmoil that I have gone through in my head. Either I am so unknowning of people and this was a horrible joke, or something has happened. I cant beleive that anyone no matter how sick would keep such a joke alive for so long with so much emotion and involvment.
I just keep thinking that perhaps I have done somthing incredibly stupid. I tend to do this, it wouldnt be the first time. But yet again if it meant something I would imgaine that I would have been contacted by now.
I dont get people and I am stupid. This much i do know.
I may not seem to update much. Heck this is only my second one. But I have a good reason. I have another journal. You can see it here:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/sumotode/
http://www.livejournal.com/users/sumotode/
lilmissmorbid:
Just curious about your profile answer in your occupation you have making dead people videos do you mean like a living will thing people do or what .. Im intrigued.
sumotode:
Kinda. More of a memorial video of the decesased for their family. Consists of taking pictures of the deceased and putting them to various music and scenery to make a video. It's definitly one of the more interesting jobs I have had.
[Edited on Oct 23, 2004 6:06PM]
[Edited on Oct 23, 2004 6:06PM]
Well, decided to just get a membership here. Been interested for awhile. Anyhow, just checking things out. 
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firepixie:
hello.... welcome!!! 
lilmissmorbid:
Hey welcome to Sg just curious about your profile answer to occupation...Making dead people videos.. please explain that to me. Im not sure whether to be turned on or turned on.
