So I've been dwelling on it
And it's just as pointless as everything else is and I won't consider what my problem was anymore.
I'll get over it.
Feelings are so momentary yet I spend days analyzing each one.
I think I need something better to do with my time.
And I would use it for something good- but I'm not that nice (so I hear).
It's like when you thought you did something right when you were young, and you learned that it wasn't exactly the way your mom,dad,teacher,adultfigure, etc liked it so you had to change thigns to fit their standards
and then the cycle begins
yuck
And it's just as pointless as everything else is and I won't consider what my problem was anymore.
I'll get over it.
Feelings are so momentary yet I spend days analyzing each one.
I think I need something better to do with my time.
And I would use it for something good- but I'm not that nice (so I hear).
It's like when you thought you did something right when you were young, and you learned that it wasn't exactly the way your mom,dad,teacher,adultfigure, etc liked it so you had to change thigns to fit their standards
and then the cycle begins
yuck

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So why are you not nice?
You change your self by observing yourself. Live life as it comes and the analyst will be doing her work anyway. No need to do overtime. You'll see.
Just ride the fucking emotions.