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Today was an extremely proactive day.......

My friend that I haven't spoke to in months came over today and we made a mends. We had fallen out of touch because of my ex who completely manipulated our friendship. Anyways, we sat and talked for a couple of hours and did some catching up, I really missed her she was there for me through a lot...
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indiebuddhist:
If you like that guy, take things as slow as you want.
eroticgeek:
I am so happy that you and your friend made a mends. It is so horrible when a relationship causes friends to break apart. Girls need friends to hang out with, and talk to, and get advice from. It is hard not having that. Trust me, I know. I am slow to trust anyone and for some reason more reason girls. A lot of times in the past I have made friends with girls and gotten really close to them and they end up screwing me over somehow. So I am glad to know that someone has found a friend that they can count on! smile

As for the guy thing, I say take it at your own your pace. Do not rush a good thing. If he is interested too, then he will not mind taking it slower. Sometimes a great thing is worth the wait. So good luck with that. I wish you nothing the best with that. You need something that makes you extremely happy after all you have been through over the past several months! smile Keep us updated.
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Ok, so last night I had a date........

I went out with this guy on Monday of this last week, just as friends. We both have the same group that we chill with from time to time so we figured what the hell, right. It was cool, there were no sparks, nothing like that, well until he came to pick me up yesterday. His facial...
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tactical:
That is kinda strange I don't think I've ever been in the bed with a woman and stopped but as long as it wasn't weird I guess it would be okay
indiebuddhist:
Congrats ! I was like that with my G/F, didn't have sex for a couple weeks after we started dating.
I think it shows maturity and a respect for that person.
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It's been a while....... A long while

I'm sorry I disappeared for as long as I did.......

After my last post in August I ended up losing my job on my birthday, I couldn't believe it. So with my last check, instead of being responsible, I ended up getting a couple of new tattoos. Here they are.

I got this one to cover up the...
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indiebuddhist:
So sorry that things went a little downhill.
Hope they start picking back up for you.
franie:
Good to see you back around!
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I really wish I wouldn't have woken up this morning....

I am so stressed out I could scream......

Today is the day I go to court to put that bastard behind bars that turned our lives upside down. I wish the court would've gotten their act together months ago. I have to take time off of work and even then they may not have a...
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grfstrider:
happy birthday
ronintally:
Hey, it's good to see you poking around.
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Hmmm, well, things are different alright......

Tiger and I have been broken up for about a month now, I finally came to realize that he just isn't my type after two years but what are you going to do? After the trial is done and over with I won't have to worry about him being in my life anymore, especially after the fascicle that took...
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knappster:
Just stumbled on your blog, sounds like a crapy time. Just know not all guys are douchebags! bty I love cheese too!
grfstrider:
My only problem and I admit i reacted baddly when megan and I stoped being friends was that She never told me what was going on. She just assumed I understood what was happening and her reasons. I new she was mad at me but i never understood why. to me she just out of the blue didn't want anything to do with me. I believe if she would have explained or tried to explain things would have been different. I believe everyone has the right to understand why something happens and sometimes you need to step away and cool down and then go back and talk. Yet you have to respect the other persons feelings. Violence and silence are never the right answers they just make things worse. I am not saying that you did this. not at all. its just that you could be megans doppleganner( and no that isn't the reason I friended you though it is the reason I first looked at you pics) and I approve of your last statement. Makes me kinda wish megan had your wisdom. Yes I still love her to death by the way. but that is anouther matter.
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Sometimes I wish things were different......

Yesterday when my mom and I were out showing property to her clients we were in the Beaumont area and that just happens to be where my ex lives. We were together on and off for about 4 years, he was always screwing up the relationship until the last time around, I screwed up. I left him because we...
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grfstrider:
keep faith and remember you deserve to be happy
franie:
I hope you find some clarity.
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Today was kind of strange......

It's been about a week since I have been on SG, it gets extremely difficult to do the things you love when you are exhausted for days work. Waking up at 4 am, going to work, coming home and trying to get things taken care of before 9 pm really takes a toll on someone.

Today I went with my...
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eroticgeek:
I hope things improve for you *hugs* Do not rush your life. Those things are big steps. I just got out of an engagement, which I know now looking back was a mistake. I am in a new relationship. We are thinking of buying a home. Some are just ready before others. Just make sure of that. That you are ready. That is what is important. Live life with no regrets! smile
indiebuddhist:
I hope you feel better soon.
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I am in a weird mood today.....

A lot of people, especially my family members, have been noticing a change in my personality lately and I think it has something to do with the fact that I increased my medication a couple of weeks ago, perhaps it finally kicked in. I know Tiger is happy that I am no longer the controlling, hostile person I...
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debased_pixie:
Hey hey

I don't know the full story but well done smile

Its good they noticed, its good you have their support. When you don't have those things then its all so much harder. Believe me.

xx
torlano:
Have you ever tried St. John's Wort?

It's good for evening moods and temperament. The standardized version is desirable.

In any case, I wish you the best and hope things work out well for you and your boyfriend.
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It's amazing how much things can change in a 48 hour time period.....

Oscar, Jason, Chanele and I always hang out for our 15 min breaks and lunch but as of lately the only person that has been inviting me is Chanele, Oscar and Jason completely stopped talking to me and I have no idea why. I have noticed a change in Oscar when Sal...
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indiebuddhist:
Never good when people alienate one, for no reason..
So sorry...
zigs:
Don't let it get you down too much.. sometimes people just get weird and stupid for no reason. The whole world is full of moody bitches.. and you can't take it personally. Life is too short to sweat those kind of people. You are a beautiful, sensitive and sweet girl.. it's their loss, not yours. kiss
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Ugh, I am so exhausted today......

I woke up this morning, did my usual routine and off to work I go. Well, little did I know I didn't get very much sleep last night; I went to bed my normal time and woke up my normal time but for some reason I was so exhausted omw to work that I almost fell asleep behind the...
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workingtogether:
that burger looks yummy....wink
indiebuddhist:
Get some rest...