sulia

Ok so it's later .....

After discussing our feelings and how we felt about the situation, I suggested we watch The Big Lebowski. I had watched it once before but with someone who was just mind numbingly stupid, my ex. When I watched it this time around I found it to be quite funny, well what we watched of it. During the movie we both got hungry and decided to head to the kitchen and scrounge around for some food, he kept apologizing for having a bachelor pad, I told him no worries and that it's not a big deal to me He made rice and I made eggs, I ended up eating and he only had some rice, which is ok at least he had something Around this time it was already 3:30, we ate and watched some more of the movie and both almost fell asleep on the couch. It was 4:15 when I told him I didn't want to keep him awake any longer and that I didn't want to make it to where he was too tired to have fun with his son today. He took me home and walked me to the door as he always does and kissed me, he said I'll see you soon.

I can't explain this feeling and to be quite honest I don't want to and most definitely don't want to jinx it.

So this afternoon my sister took me to a store called bloom so I could pick up some more tank tops, while doing so I was debating whether or not I should text Rob saying I hope he is having a wonderful day with his son and that I would talk to him soon. It was funny because every time I would go to text him I would exit out of the text menu heh So finally I got up to the courage to do so and I received a nice message back. He said him and his son were at Target...... Well, I needed to go to Target........ Oh dude........ He asked what I was doing and I told him I was at the plaza getting some tank tops and that I was about to head to Target for some things. He then asked me which Harry Potter was the first one, which gave away which section of Target he was in. I told him I forgot but I think it was Sorcerers Stone, he said his son wants to see it and he himself had never seen it either. When my sister and I got to the parking lot and parked I saw his truck, heh. We went in and made sure to go the looooong way around because where he was at I needed to be, my face wash and everything was by the movie section. So we got over there and I was looking at my hair dye, I was trying real hard to be incognito so he wouldn't see me if he went by, my sister was like "he is probably at the check out already". Well when I turned around I saw a basket with a little boy and a man with long hair pulling around a corner in the movie section, I then continued to say "No he's not" and bolted around the other side and was laughing hysterically, almost crying, as a matter of fact there were tears. My sister offered to go get my face wash, I already had my hair dye so I told her which one it was. She came running back and said "Dude, he came in the same isle as me and now he is going down each isle". I grabbed my sister and we headed near the electronics thru the sporting goods and I told her to put the stuff down and lets go, she said "But we can just go and check these two out" I told her no lets just go, she put the stuff down, I took her hand and we bolted. We went around the back of the store and cut thru the big middle isle, I was home free!!!!! Until we got near the exit...... I saw him over to my right looking at something and I booked it right for the door my sister in hand.

OMG SG!!!! What the fuck is wrong with me!!!!! *face palm* I am so nervous and scared it's pathetic and he looked so good today, he had his hair down and everything. HOWEVER!!! I get to see him tomorrow but do I dare tell him the Target story? that is the real question..... What do you think SG? Should I tell him?