sulia

It's been a while....... A long while

I'm sorry I disappeared for as long as I did.......

After my last post in August I ended up losing my job on my birthday, I couldn't believe it. So with my last check, instead of being responsible, I ended up getting a couple of new tattoos. Here they are.

I got this one to cover up the kanji I had on the back of my neck, we are all stupid once or twice in our life time. The kani symbol meant Tiger and that would be my ex.



I love these, Miscreant is not just my friends clothing line but we are a bunch of really close friends almost like family and we are called the Miscreants, we stick together like glue. No one really understands but I don't give a fuck, all that matters is that I am happy and have people I can trust.



Can't remember if I shared the tattoo on my fore arm, so here it is and if I shared it with you guys then you get another preview

Everyone always asks me this question whenever I show this photo, no I am not wearing any pants! I was actually getting ready to go to bed when I asked my mom to take a photo of it.



Those are my newest additions, I have another idea for a tattoo it's just getting it down on paper and gathering the money to get it done.

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So onto some other things that have been going on............

My modeling career has slowed down real fast. My brothers fiancee was kind enough to take some recent photos of me so I can update my portfolio with a couple new photos.

I love this photo, that day was family photo day, my brothers fiancee wanted to get my brother, sister and I together to take some photos so she could frame them for my moms birthday. Well in this photo I am flipping my brother and sister off because they made a smart ass remark, Megan captured the shot just as I was giving the bird.



This is another one of my favorites because it's showing almost all of my tattoos, except for the ones that are hidden of course.



This one has that catch me F me look, I love it



Those are just a few of my new photos that were taken not too long ago. As soon as I get my shit together over here I will be getting some more photos taken for SG.

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My love life went completely down the shitter.......

but to be quite honest I don't give a fuck........

The guy I started seeing after Tiger, I think I gave a brief intro about, was a complete douche bag by the end of our short lived relationship. In the beginning he was amazing, no drama, no bullshit, as sweet as can be, the whole package you know? Well shortly after I lost my job everything started going down hill, my truck was at risk for being repo'd, Anthony and I were constantly fighting and shit just wasn't working. Well, it probably didn't help matters any that he moved in with me shortly after we got together, big mistake on my part, never going to happen again. Every time we fought he threatened to leave me, long story short, he threatened to leave again and I snapped and told him to get the fuck out the next day, it was 3 am when all this took place. Our friend Mike was staying over that night, I had to bring mike in as the middle man because I was getting ready to kill Anthony.

After the break up Anthony started spreading all kinds of bullshit rumors and tried to get my friends that I had me through him to turn against me, well low and behold things back fired on him and he can't stand it.

I have decided no more relationships for right now, I have been single for almost 3 weeks and it feels damn good. I also decided I am going to hold off on sex as well, it causes a lot of problems and it's just not worth it.