I am so scared.....
I couldn't sleep last night to save my life, I kept waking up in fear. It got so bad that I turned on my tv, the light is very comforting to me. When I woke up to go to the rest room I would look over my shoulder out of fear someone might be watching me
I hate this feeling.
When I finally woke up this morning I didn't want to leave my room to start my day like I normally do, I just stalled.... I got on my computer, watched a scene or two of burn notice, played with spot and finally went out to the livingroom, I hesitated before I walked out there, it was still dark, I hate the dark. I turned on the needed lights, got my water and hurried back to my room. As I took a shower my mind kept playing tricks on me which made me very uneasy, I really hate this crap.
After my shower I really took my time getting ready, I was even debating if I wanted to go in to work today. I just wanted to stay in bed and pull the covers over my head. I finally left my house at 5:30, I peeked out of the livingroom window before I started for the door, I opened it slowly and really got a grasp of my surroundings. As I locked the door I watched over my shoulder for anything out of the ordinary, I also made sure to have the ratchet in hand that Tiger suggested I use, I walked swiftly to my truck, unlocked it, threw my stuff in and locked the door FAST.
SG this is so fucking stupid, I have to be afraid for my life in my own house. This fucker had better go away for a long time when september rolls around.
I am at work...
Until Next Time SG... *hugs and kisses*
I couldn't sleep last night to save my life, I kept waking up in fear. It got so bad that I turned on my tv, the light is very comforting to me. When I woke up to go to the rest room I would look over my shoulder out of fear someone might be watching me
I hate this feeling.When I finally woke up this morning I didn't want to leave my room to start my day like I normally do, I just stalled.... I got on my computer, watched a scene or two of burn notice, played with spot and finally went out to the livingroom, I hesitated before I walked out there, it was still dark, I hate the dark. I turned on the needed lights, got my water and hurried back to my room. As I took a shower my mind kept playing tricks on me which made me very uneasy, I really hate this crap.
After my shower I really took my time getting ready, I was even debating if I wanted to go in to work today. I just wanted to stay in bed and pull the covers over my head. I finally left my house at 5:30, I peeked out of the livingroom window before I started for the door, I opened it slowly and really got a grasp of my surroundings. As I locked the door I watched over my shoulder for anything out of the ordinary, I also made sure to have the ratchet in hand that Tiger suggested I use, I walked swiftly to my truck, unlocked it, threw my stuff in and locked the door FAST.
SG this is so fucking stupid, I have to be afraid for my life in my own house. This fucker had better go away for a long time when september rolls around.
I am at work...
Until Next Time SG... *hugs and kisses*
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eroticgeek:
I am sorry that you have to live in fear, hun! *hugs* Yes, I think this person should pay and I hope they do to the fullest extent of the law! I wish you the best. Just keep smiling and keep in mind that soon this creep will be off the streets.
btflday777:
Be strong, confident and tell yourself that there is nothing to fear! I know you can do it, don't let the fear control you, you are in charge, you can do what you want, don't be afraid!