Good Morning SG....
It's been a while and I just want to apologize to all of my loyal friends and fellow suicidegirls for not being more pro-active on the site.
Life has been so hectic and busy that it seems like there are not enough hours in the day to do what I need to. I wake up at 4 am every morning to leave the house by 5 so I can miss all the rush hour traffic. Since I have limited internet access at work, logging into SG is a no go along with a lot of other sites like facebook, myspace, etc. I do, however, have an awesome phone now, so I will start logging in while I am on my breaks and such.
The doctor has finally given me the green light to increase my medication to 900mg, which is awesome! I will be getting my blood drawn in a week to see how high the Lithium level is. I really do hope this time the level is therapeutic as it would suck if I had to keep increasing. I have noticed that my depression and anger are starting to subside a lot but my hyper activity is through the roof!!!! I guess it's better than the other two but sometimes it's a little embarrassing, so we will see what happens in about a month.
Today I am going to be doing my last photo shoot that is not SG related, I have decided to retire from modeling only because my heart just isn't in it anymore but along with that decision comes more time to think of sets for SG
this is the one thing that I won't retire from only because I love SG and everything this site has to offer, so no I am not going anywhere 
Thank you for the e-mails and such wondering where I have been and what has been going on, it sure does make me feel good that everyone on SG cares
Anyways! it's time for me to finish getting ready *HUGS AND KISSES* I love you guys
It's been a while and I just want to apologize to all of my loyal friends and fellow suicidegirls for not being more pro-active on the site.
Life has been so hectic and busy that it seems like there are not enough hours in the day to do what I need to. I wake up at 4 am every morning to leave the house by 5 so I can miss all the rush hour traffic. Since I have limited internet access at work, logging into SG is a no go along with a lot of other sites like facebook, myspace, etc. I do, however, have an awesome phone now, so I will start logging in while I am on my breaks and such.
The doctor has finally given me the green light to increase my medication to 900mg, which is awesome! I will be getting my blood drawn in a week to see how high the Lithium level is. I really do hope this time the level is therapeutic as it would suck if I had to keep increasing. I have noticed that my depression and anger are starting to subside a lot but my hyper activity is through the roof!!!! I guess it's better than the other two but sometimes it's a little embarrassing, so we will see what happens in about a month.
Today I am going to be doing my last photo shoot that is not SG related, I have decided to retire from modeling only because my heart just isn't in it anymore but along with that decision comes more time to think of sets for SG
this is the one thing that I won't retire from only because I love SG and everything this site has to offer, so no I am not going anywhere Thank you for the e-mails and such wondering where I have been and what has been going on, it sure does make me feel good that everyone on SG cares
Anyways! it's time for me to finish getting ready *HUGS AND KISSES* I love you guys
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Take care of yourself, and we'll see you during those lunch breaks.