I feel like I am always in the way that I can never do anything right anymore, I keep hurting the people around me with the constant mood swings and always pushing them away with my attitude. Will this ever end? I go in for labs next week to check my lithium level, maybe I can increase the dosage when the results come in. Sometimes I feel this world would be better off without me like right now, Tiger is so distant from me, I disappointed my mom and brother last night, what's next? 
I am at a complete loss, I don't know what to do anymore.
I am at a complete loss, I don't know what to do anymore.
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rip777s:
It will get better. I hope your getting the dosage worked out. It can take a while but you'll get there. And on previous blog, Your hair is gorgeous, but blonde would look great. Specially as long as it is. Maybe you would do a Heidi set. Hope your feeling better soon.
scdoesburg13:
I go through the same thing all the time with my medications. I know how you feel and to extent what you are going through. I hope that they able to find the proper dosage for you soon. I hope you began to feel better soon.