sulia

I just realized that I vent a lot.....

Which means another round of venting tonight!

I went to work today but didn't really actually "work" I was mainly submitting my resume and my boyfriends resume to different places hehe which is horrible on my part because I really should've been working. I started working around 2, maybe 2:30ish and then left at 5.

So I guess one of my co-workers is planning on leaving and asked if I wanted to take over her position when that time comes, I told her sure only if my boss allows me to have my hourly rate so it bumps me back up to 40 hours. Her job is transaction coordinator and she only gets paid when escrow closes, which means if no escrows close one month she doesn't get paid and there is no way in hell I was going to live like that. My boss and the other co-worker (the one that talks in tongues) sat down and I think my boss agreed to it, he said lets wait to see what happens.

I get home today to see my brother is still at the house I love my brother, I really do, he is my hero and was there for me as my father figure when my dad up and left but for CRYING OUT LOUD go home to your house that you just bought and stop taking advantage of mom!!!! He was out in Michigan again for the who knows many times it has been to see this girl (LONG STORY) to only figure out that she is a royal bitch.... a little insight on this situation..... my brother is engaged to a girl who he is "living" with and is engaged to this chick out in Michigan, they don't know about each other, the two chicks that is. My brother proposed to the Michigan chick after only 4 months of "talking" on the phone and only seeing her once.... what does that tell you? Anyways I am pissed because he has this house he just bought and has his fiancee living there a long with two other room mates and he is never there because he can't stand her, I think she is the way that she is because my brother pushed her into being that way.... I need to bite my tongue. But yeah I am pissed off.

Sorry for ranting and raving but I am so stressed out about that situation and my mom doesn't see what is going on and if she does she isn't doing anything about it and it's starting to get to me...... I pull my weight around the house but my brother doesn't... HE DOESN'T EVEN LIVE HERE!!!! Sorry if none of that makes sense but I needed to get it out.