Hi guys. How are you? Hope you're doing good. Listen, i wanted to take a moment to apologize (not really apologize, maybe explain) cause i know i'm kinda really disconnected all the time, and im not posting anything, or giving love around, idk, tbh im going trhough one of the most shitty moments, and im fucked up depressed rn. I dont really feel like talking about it, but my life has just gone to shit and my suicidal personality its off the roof, like.. i pretty much hate everything, i've lost every motive, im now just.. trying to push myself to get out of bed and do shits, but its not really working. Like,i did a photoshot yesterday and it was so hard to find the streng to just get out of bed and put on some clothes and make up, and just see other people, and shooting was one of the things i used to love, but now i just cant feel anything good, i mean, you can actually see the sadness in my eyes in some of the photos, and that sux. Am... this is not an apologize, because i am like always doing what i can, but just have a little patien on me guys, i guess imma get out of this dark place, but its sure as hell its gonna cost me a lot of work, so i just hope you all can just understand and... just that. Am, thanks for reading.
PS:@missy and @rambo -sorry im not doing any homework .
PS2: As usual, pardon my english.
