I'm feeling sort of lost at the moment and I'm not sure why. I wish I hadn't already committed myself to writing a thesis, becuase I don't think I can handle it and I don't think I'm going to have time to apply to graduate schools and study for the gre with all of this work. Plus, I would really like to find the time to give doing a photoset at least one more try.
I don't want to stop going to school next year and get a job. That is so... adult.
I'm at this point where I have to focus on so many different things and I just don't have the attention span for it. All I really want to do is drink so I don't have to think about it anymore, but I have been doing far too much of that and its gettign a bit rediculous.
Also, I need a new tattoo, but I don't think I can afford it or the dram it would cause between me and my parents.
Life is too much.
I don't want to stop going to school next year and get a job. That is so... adult.
I'm at this point where I have to focus on so many different things and I just don't have the attention span for it. All I really want to do is drink so I don't have to think about it anymore, but I have been doing far too much of that and its gettign a bit rediculous.
Also, I need a new tattoo, but I don't think I can afford it or the dram it would cause between me and my parents.
Life is too much.
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i always run into you when i'm drunk, too (on d's porch).
alcoholic's anonymous should join my campaign, too.
you can handle the thesis and the rest. then you'll be done. just keep going.
feel better.