suddenly true... theres better things to do
.. and although i don't know everything i wouldn't tell you anything if i did.. i pushed it today...with the words "this is the rest of your life" flashing across the screen....if it were you i'd shoot the pilot begging you to stay... breathe in... exhale.... you know i taste the trigger... i made my mind... tonight would be comprimise for something with the potential. forgive me for running off to find the one thing i have to do... the chance of a life time... along with many more....i'm not running away... i am not fucking leaving you./ what a shitty thing to put on someone.. i am just leaving this place.. right? your leaving me....... i still have yet to tell my two angels... the ones who would never say just grin and bear it.. the ones who always understand... but not this time... FUCK YOU... this is something i have to do... no its not fuck you... why are you so mad?... your fucking leave me, i hate you... don't say that.... that is a stupid thing your doing... how do you know?... what is she is crazy.. what is shes not?.... what if she doesn't like.....shut up.... see you don't know what the fuck your doing... i am taking a fucking chance to be aliv... your taking a chance all right.... look if i never try then i'll never know and i cant stand by for the rest of my... there are things for you here why the fuck do you need to try to find someone to love that is 3000 miles away, you can find it here... i didn't chose this, it just happened... bullshit eric, you are just running away from a life that has done nothing but hurt you...exactlybut, i am not running away from something, i am running as fast i can into something... ya something, your being an asshole....what the fuck?.. what ever i don't care.. you love me don't you?... FUCK YOU....
its better than nothing and its better than you can get... whipe that stupid smile away... though this sick machine doesn't make me any stronger...this is not abuse many people live through... better than nothing right?... what if our eyes never meet again,, sorry if the fucking haunted decides to do something alive.. something real.. sorry if this wasn't part of the plans you don't have..i might actually be home this september.. leave don't fall from the trees... this is something that i get to choose... don't be scared because your not something i am willing to lose.. you can always find me in the last place you look...this year will truly by my fall of autumn....should have done something
.. and although i don't know everything i wouldn't tell you anything if i did.. i pushed it today...with the words "this is the rest of your life" flashing across the screen....if it were you i'd shoot the pilot begging you to stay... breathe in... exhale.... you know i taste the trigger... i made my mind... tonight would be comprimise for something with the potential. forgive me for running off to find the one thing i have to do... the chance of a life time... along with many more....i'm not running away... i am not fucking leaving you./ what a shitty thing to put on someone.. i am just leaving this place.. right? your leaving me....... i still have yet to tell my two angels... the ones who would never say just grin and bear it.. the ones who always understand... but not this time... FUCK YOU... this is something i have to do... no its not fuck you... why are you so mad?... your fucking leave me, i hate you... don't say that.... that is a stupid thing your doing... how do you know?... what is she is crazy.. what is shes not?.... what if she doesn't like.....shut up.... see you don't know what the fuck your doing... i am taking a fucking chance to be aliv... your taking a chance all right.... look if i never try then i'll never know and i cant stand by for the rest of my... there are things for you here why the fuck do you need to try to find someone to love that is 3000 miles away, you can find it here... i didn't chose this, it just happened... bullshit eric, you are just running away from a life that has done nothing but hurt you...exactlybut, i am not running away from something, i am running as fast i can into something... ya something, your being an asshole....what the fuck?.. what ever i don't care.. you love me don't you?... FUCK YOU....
its better than nothing and its better than you can get... whipe that stupid smile away... though this sick machine doesn't make me any stronger...this is not abuse many people live through... better than nothing right?... what if our eyes never meet again,, sorry if the fucking haunted decides to do something alive.. something real.. sorry if this wasn't part of the plans you don't have..i might actually be home this september.. leave don't fall from the trees... this is something that i get to choose... don't be scared because your not something i am willing to lose.. you can always find me in the last place you look...this year will truly by my fall of autumn....should have done something
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please ingnore previous post and read this:
play nice with my favorite dollie
because thats what i meant to type... grr