suiciety

holidays were designed to kill people.. i don't sleep proper and i have lost my mind. i realized this yesterday (i will not go into what made me realize this because i don't think anyone would ever talk to me again). next week consists of me working shifts not unlike the graveyard. which is fitting because i don't really ever see the sun anymore. its gone when i go to work and gone when i get back. I stepped outside this morning and it actually burned. despite being truly dead inside i am NOT in fact a vampire. i love you and don't work retail... really.