suicidesmitty

I'm already feeling warm and isolated with the first snowfall.
The smell of my furnace and the chill of my sheets.
I love the winter.

I don't love Raymond.
But I'd give him a handjob.

my cousin claimed to be "empowered" the other day.
It seems the very word implies that you are powerless.
that some benevolent source has given you a glimpse
of self control and you should be thankful for it.
grovel and show appreciation for the
opportunity to exercise free will.

fuck empowerment.
give me the keys, i drive...

Yesterday was fantastic from start to finish.

It's not so much that I miss you
as I miss the idea of you.
Fetishised idiosyncrasies and nuance.
It's the things that you never possessed,
but I projected upon you that haunt me.

close my eyes and soothe me with your lie.

So I got booted from Facebook.

Fucking fascists.

fucking right.

When I was little you were larger than life.
The ogre that sat on the couch smoking cigars
who would bark at me to, "know what you want before you open the fridge!"

Your eyes would sparkle when you smiled
and your hugs were so huge they would nearly smother me.
You taught me the importance of doing right and making a name for myself....
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