i met a cool girl, but she's online. ive talked to her alot, but i've had lots of bad relationships. what should i do? 
so, i got an interview at another music store. 
yah me. hopefully, ill get the job. i cant beleive that i actually miss working. i guess if i had more to do, while i was unemployed i wouldnt miss it so much. well wish me luck. 
yah me. hopefully, ill get the job. i cant beleive that i actually miss working. i guess if i had more to do, while i was unemployed i wouldnt miss it so much. well wish me luck. 
Look a big smile, so im happier now. nothings changed, ive just realised that the people who give me shit are just stupid assholes with no life. thanks for all the hugs, kids. I'll give you all hugs back.
p.s. isobel middletown is close to the city, if you really wanna hang send me an email or hit me up on aim.
p.p.s. im trying...
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emily:
hey..i didnt give you any hugs..buuuut I will now!*Hugs*
isobel:
if i ever get down that way, i'll definitely get in touch! unfortunately, syracuse is quite a ways away from the city.
so everyone, seem to be giving me shit latley, what hte fuck did i do, to deserve this? im fuckin crying right now, i havent cryed in like 5 yrs. this is so fucking intense i cant take it. why do emotions only come up, when you dont want them to.i wish i had no emotions, i hate feeling like this. VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
emily:
I wish I didnt have feeilngs.. so they couldnt get fucked with,and I wish I didnt have a heart ...so it couldnt get broke..
Why is everyone giving you shit...Want me to kick them in the junk?I'll do it!
[Edited on Feb 06, 2003]
Why is everyone giving you shit...Want me to kick them in the junk?I'll do it!
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isobel:
where's middletown? i'll come hang with you, and give you a big kitty hug!
so i met a really cool, girl that has all the qualities i want from a person, but she dosent wanna come meet me, and she's like 4 hours away, i dont know what to do, cuz of course she's really jaded. how do i meet only the really jaded girls, that bad boys have already broken?
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still another day without a job, this is getting really depressing, i just wish i knew some people around here to hang out with, it would make the days a lot easier. oh well, i guess everything comes with time, and this is the way things are meant to be right now. i just know that i dont wanna move back home to maryland. i... Read More
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severinatalyn:
Where in Maryland are you from? I used to go to UMD, and I know lots of people from Frederick County. Stay in NY, it's much better here!
Being unemployed sucks, I'm sorry *sends good vibes your way*
Being unemployed sucks, I'm sorry *sends good vibes your way*
suicideromance66:
my parents live in a small redneck town in southern maryland, i wanna stay in ny but im running outta funds. thanks for the good vibes, i definetly need them, everything seems to be crashing around me as of late, its like all the bad things seemed to hit at the same time, but at least im almost done with my sleeve, ive wanted it for so long.....its the only good thing in my life, except for my love affair with beer. hehehe
so i jusy applied for a job online at hot topic, being unemployed has lost its magic. i really miss working. oh time for another poem:
"Blood stains these pages, like a love note for the ages.
A part of me for you, but what do i expect from you?
well prolly never meet again, but know im still wondering....what could have been.
blue blood,...
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"Blood stains these pages, like a love note for the ages.
A part of me for you, but what do i expect from you?
well prolly never meet again, but know im still wondering....what could have been.
blue blood,...
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emily:
Working at Hot Topic would kick ass...Because a lot of hot girls work there I bet! Well when I went to a Hot Topic there were LOTS of hot girls
severinatalyn:
hey, I added you as a friend, feel free to do the same.
Laterz
Laterz
Attention kids!!! Reggie is coming.
Reggie and the Full Effect will be playing:
Feb.18th @ Vintage Vinyl in Ford, NJ &
Feb.19th @ Newbury Comics in Cambridge,MA...
I can't wait to go rock out. So anyways, i just broke up with my girlfriend, and she was my only friend here in NY, so im lookin' for cool kids in the area to go to shows...
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Reggie and the Full Effect will be playing:
Feb.18th @ Vintage Vinyl in Ford, NJ &
Feb.19th @ Newbury Comics in Cambridge,MA...
I can't wait to go rock out. So anyways, i just broke up with my girlfriend, and she was my only friend here in NY, so im lookin' for cool kids in the area to go to shows...
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ok, im new to suicidegirls and i need friends, cuz right now, my profile says im my only friend. so come and be my friend, im pretty cool and fun to talk to, and i promise i wont bite.(maybe) 
emily:
I'll be your friend
NY is really bringing me down lately, it seems like all the fun has just left this place. oh well; now for a poem
"I miss you in my dreams, i only wish you'd miss me.
Can another moment like this, every come between us? I wanna feel your breath on my neck as you hold me, till i forget, all my life is full...
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"I miss you in my dreams, i only wish you'd miss me.
Can another moment like this, every come between us? I wanna feel your breath on my neck as you hold me, till i forget, all my life is full...
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emily:
I like your pic,and I like your poem..