suicideromance66

so i dont know, why im having this bad spell in my life, seriously, this is probily the worst spot ive had in my life. i guess its just weird not having any freinds and not having a job, i feel like a man without a country. all i want to do is intracte with others but for some unforseen reason, its just not my time. im just so confused, cuz ive always been the one to have the girlfreind, always had the freinds, and was going in the right direction. i finally had the job i always wanted, and i finally got to move to ny. the big apple, i mean there's more people just in manhatten, than in all of my small town of maryland. now, because people dont wanna hire me, because of my knuckle and neck tattoos, im faced with having to move back home. To me thats just not an option, but its seeming more and more a reality. i just dont know what to do anymore. I've even looked up www.sexyjobs.com to maybe be a gay phone sex operator, i feel right now im at my lowest point in life. I'ts gotta get better right?