Saturday Jan 22, 2005

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Damn how bad do I suck? I went a whole day with no comments. Either way I am too drunk to care. I know I said I wasn't going to say anything about being lonely but when I'm drinkin I can't help thinkin that I have NOBODY. Eveerything I post on SUICIDEBOYS doesn't get answered which makes me not want to do a set even though I think that if I do do a set it would boost my confidence. But it just seems like even here noone wants to see me. Big downer... I just want someone to tell me that they want me for me. I don't know maybe I'm just being superficial. Whatever I don't care even though I do Noone else does so like I said whatever...

Go Steelers

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godiva666:
You're not alone. I just don't know how else to put it. I wish I could make everyone in the world who feels alone, feel not so alone. Myself included. But I can't. And it fucking sucks and there are days I wish I could die because I don't matter at all. Like, people get it, but they just can't and don't make themselves known because we're all massive pieces of shit. I don't know how else to put it. Hang in there. We all have our countdowns.
Remind me to never join the military.
I work in a family restaurant that is open 24 hours and its gay and I hate having to dress like a prep when I don't feel like it.
Blink is great all the time; you're obviously not a die hard to the death fan. Sad times.

Spinny
whitewidow:
Hey there - I just read your comment in Spinny's journal about telling her to not join the military. I agree with you - I am an Army Medic that got posted to an Air Force base. I just had my first mid air collision last month - not a pretty sightfrown

Kisses kiss kiss

P.S. - I think you should do a set for SG boys! I have not been able to check it out lately, but I would have told you before that you should do it biggrin

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