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Wednesday May 21, 2008

May 21, 2008
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So right at this moment I am at my best friend's house. I'm not sure how much longer I will be here.

Last night my family and I had a huge argument and it ended with me leaving the house. My mother invited me back home, but I don't even know if I want to go back to the house anymore.

My friend Zack in Florida has invited me to come live with him. I can live there and he will come pick me up or get me a plane ticket. I can start working there and go to school there. Says I can stay as long as I need to get back on my feet. Which sounds really really great. I am definitely considering it. I just know it'll be such a hard transition.

I've never left home and I've always been so sheltered. Is this what I should do, is this what I need to do? I'm 20 years old and my parents have done everything for me without me asking and yet they yell at me for it. Maybe I need to grow up and just break away from them. I know it's going to be tough because I'll be so far away and I'll miss my friends and my other doggies back at home.

I don't know how I got into this mess. All I know is that I definitely don't want to live with them anymore. For so long I had been working and paying for school. Going to school so I can finally get out. Apparently it just all isn't happening fast enough and they want me out.

One thing for sure is that if I do move to Florida, I don't ever want to speak to any of them again. I want to cut all ties with them and make sure they don't know where I am.
curioustomcat:
Maybe try first to get your argument settled and then leave orderly and in peace.

When my father died the one good thing was that we had a very good talk just a week before and parted in peace.

You have received a generous offer but if you take it you will end up depending on someone new - the situation will be the same only the actors will be different.
May 21, 2008
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I moved to Florida recently myself for the drastic change of scenery. If you want to attend a 4 year public university down here, make sure you take steps to establish residency as soon as you get down. It take 12 months from the time of moving to the first day of class to qualify for residency for tuition purposes. So your best bet would be to find a job to occupy yourself for about a year.
May 21, 2008

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