Seriously my last blog talked about people disappointing me and this is still HAPPENING. What the hell am I supposed to do? Why are people such jerks and why are they so fucked up. I don't want to think that I'm being ridiculous in any sense.
Anywho, a little back story. There's this girl who's been my friend since 7th grade and she lives a street down from me. We had been friends for so long. We lose touch, then always talk again. About a few months ago her boyfriend of 2 years cheated on her and I was there for her. I drove her to his house 45 minutes away to go get her stuff from his house because I didn't want her crying and driving. I was there to console her and help her understand that this was good for her. Although she didn't see it now, why would she want a boyfriend who continued cheating on her. That night they got back together and I was MAD. Not only was he getting her again, but I was so upset because I did not like him one bit. He was 11 years older than her, had 2 kids, no job, no car and still lived at home. I was disgusted at the fact that she would even think about having a future with him. I knew that she could do so much better and hated that she would settle for less because she thought that was all she could have. I had even GIVEN her money a year before to help BAIL HIM out of jail. She had never given me that money. Also she owes me $34 from a previous incident which I guess wasn't her fault because she claims it got stolen from her car, but who am I to falsely accuse....right?
Well she finally got proof her boyfriend was cheating and she finally broke up with him. This time she felt better and was not upset and I was proud of her. After that it seemed that we lost touch. She continues to do nothing in her life and does not go to school and barely works. Where I on the other hand finally went back to school and am working a crappy job but am glad I have it because now I can try to get back on my own two feet. Now she wanted to try to get in touch again and talk. We would talk and she would say she would go out with me to go do something and say she'd call me back. I'd call back when it would be an hour later and no answer, call and no answer. call again and guess what. no answer? what a friend right...ditches me and never has the decency to at least TELL ME she is not going. What a great PERSON. And for so long I put up with it because you know what...she's a friend of so long right. She's been there for me?
Oh wait...
Well tonight it was the last straw. I know it seems stupid, but I don't care. Today she messaged me telling me she wanted to go out. What do I do? Invite her to come to a party with me. I tell her the details of where it is, who is there and what it's for and she just says...oh i don't know if i feel like going out. I keep trying to persuade her to come out because well I'm a good friend. I don't want my friend stuck at home on Saturday night with thoughts of her ex still running through her mind. She just says nothing and signs off. I call and she does not answer. I leave it alone and go to the party. The party was MEH. As soon as I'm about to leave, who do I see? HER. I SEE HER. She clearly saw me and didn't even say hi. She ignored me. That was the most hurtful thing that she could have done.
I don't give a fuck about her anymore. What I want is for her to pay me back all the money she owes me. So she can go back to being friends with worthless losers who have no jobs, live at home leeching off their parents. One of them also has HIV and continues to sleep with tons of men and none of them have a future ahead of them. I feel sorry for her and everyone else she hangs out with. Damn right I think I'm better than them. I'm out there making something of myself rather than sitting around on my fat ass eating burger king and taking myspace angle pictures on myspace trying to lure men to meet me.
Also she would cry her ass off whenever she wondered why the men she met online never liked her later on. Oh and her friend too. I saw her friend's pictures and laughed at how deceitful those angles were!
I know I sound childish, but these are childish women who have pissed me off for so long. I'm going to call her tomorrow and tell her I want my money and nothing else to do with her there after. So long to my so called friends.
Anywho, a little back story. There's this girl who's been my friend since 7th grade and she lives a street down from me. We had been friends for so long. We lose touch, then always talk again. About a few months ago her boyfriend of 2 years cheated on her and I was there for her. I drove her to his house 45 minutes away to go get her stuff from his house because I didn't want her crying and driving. I was there to console her and help her understand that this was good for her. Although she didn't see it now, why would she want a boyfriend who continued cheating on her. That night they got back together and I was MAD. Not only was he getting her again, but I was so upset because I did not like him one bit. He was 11 years older than her, had 2 kids, no job, no car and still lived at home. I was disgusted at the fact that she would even think about having a future with him. I knew that she could do so much better and hated that she would settle for less because she thought that was all she could have. I had even GIVEN her money a year before to help BAIL HIM out of jail. She had never given me that money. Also she owes me $34 from a previous incident which I guess wasn't her fault because she claims it got stolen from her car, but who am I to falsely accuse....right?
Well she finally got proof her boyfriend was cheating and she finally broke up with him. This time she felt better and was not upset and I was proud of her. After that it seemed that we lost touch. She continues to do nothing in her life and does not go to school and barely works. Where I on the other hand finally went back to school and am working a crappy job but am glad I have it because now I can try to get back on my own two feet. Now she wanted to try to get in touch again and talk. We would talk and she would say she would go out with me to go do something and say she'd call me back. I'd call back when it would be an hour later and no answer, call and no answer. call again and guess what. no answer? what a friend right...ditches me and never has the decency to at least TELL ME she is not going. What a great PERSON. And for so long I put up with it because you know what...she's a friend of so long right. She's been there for me?
Oh wait...
Well tonight it was the last straw. I know it seems stupid, but I don't care. Today she messaged me telling me she wanted to go out. What do I do? Invite her to come to a party with me. I tell her the details of where it is, who is there and what it's for and she just says...oh i don't know if i feel like going out. I keep trying to persuade her to come out because well I'm a good friend. I don't want my friend stuck at home on Saturday night with thoughts of her ex still running through her mind. She just says nothing and signs off. I call and she does not answer. I leave it alone and go to the party. The party was MEH. As soon as I'm about to leave, who do I see? HER. I SEE HER. She clearly saw me and didn't even say hi. She ignored me. That was the most hurtful thing that she could have done.
I don't give a fuck about her anymore. What I want is for her to pay me back all the money she owes me. So she can go back to being friends with worthless losers who have no jobs, live at home leeching off their parents. One of them also has HIV and continues to sleep with tons of men and none of them have a future ahead of them. I feel sorry for her and everyone else she hangs out with. Damn right I think I'm better than them. I'm out there making something of myself rather than sitting around on my fat ass eating burger king and taking myspace angle pictures on myspace trying to lure men to meet me.
Also she would cry her ass off whenever she wondered why the men she met online never liked her later on. Oh and her friend too. I saw her friend's pictures and laughed at how deceitful those angles were!
I know I sound childish, but these are childish women who have pissed me off for so long. I'm going to call her tomorrow and tell her I want my money and nothing else to do with her there after. So long to my so called friends.
The best thing i've found to do when there is nothing left of a person that you find redeemable is to just completely wash your hands of them.
Don't bother having contact with them because it just isn't worth it anymore.
BTW- As i understand it, Pinai means beautiful woman, and you're right in taking it as a handle.