Get ready. This is going to be a long one. I don't blog too often, so I'm sure this will be good for a week or so 
I sweaaaar, sometimes people are just a fucking waste of space.
Here I am, I work 40 hours a week. I did school full time around up until the middle of this semester, till I had to drop out because I had mono for 2 months. And I still help with everything around the house. I take care of myself and I pay for practically everything I own, except for my car...my parents are nice enough to pay for that. That's there gift to me for as long as I stay in school.
I work really hard and I have massive bills to pay, but they are my own so I am willing to accept them. My parents give me so much and I love them for it. I never take them for granted because I know that I am far better off than most people. Hell, I've found out that I'm a lot better off than most of the people I work with!
And here...I have this friend who I've realized is a complete douchebag. She dropped out of college (fucking community college) and does not even work. All she does is hang out with the deadbeat dad 35 year old boyfriend and maxes out all of her 3 credit cards because she spends it on him. I just think...what the fuck?
She tells me her parents pay off her credit card and she's not worried about it because she has a job interview. And I just want to smack the shit out of her. So all she does is drive around with her boyfriend doing nothing. What a complete waste of space is all I can say. I can't even call her my friend anymore. She serves no purpose at all. I love her, but she can't even see what she's doing to herself.
I mean, all 3 of my dogs who sleep 19 hours a fucking day serve more purpose than she does
Sorry, sometimes I just need to vent about people. This is why I hate people
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I make an awful girlfriend. Atleast for my current boyfriend, which I feel awful about. I have this thing where sometimes I just want to be left alone. Yeah I'll want him and want to cuddle and stuff...and then out of nowhere a few days later I don't want him near me or touching me. I cut off calls and texts and IMs and everything. I just don't want him, I'll feel like I need to get rid of him and end our relationship. Then a week later, I'll want us to be the same old way again.
Yeah he's in the air force.
What the hell is bloody wrong with me? Maybe all my relationships have finally fucked me up and given me commitment issues. Fuckin aye.
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I got my hair dyed pink. Well not all of it. It's black with I'll say..about half of my head darkish pink.
It doesn't seem that bright, but it's a lot brighter than in the pics. I already got bitched at about it at work. My store manager was fine with it, but apparently the assistant manager no rikey. so I think I'm just going to start wearing our gay hats that I realllllllly hate. I'll just make sure to wear them when she's around. It's because it's an unnatural hair color. Gay.
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mmmm that's not my bf.
No reason for this really. This was just for fun. Oh yeah. Make sure to get tattooed or pierced at Fireball Tattoo Parlour in Delaware, mmmmmmkay?
I sweaaaar, sometimes people are just a fucking waste of space.
Here I am, I work 40 hours a week. I did school full time around up until the middle of this semester, till I had to drop out because I had mono for 2 months. And I still help with everything around the house. I take care of myself and I pay for practically everything I own, except for my car...my parents are nice enough to pay for that. That's there gift to me for as long as I stay in school.
I work really hard and I have massive bills to pay, but they are my own so I am willing to accept them. My parents give me so much and I love them for it. I never take them for granted because I know that I am far better off than most people. Hell, I've found out that I'm a lot better off than most of the people I work with!
And here...I have this friend who I've realized is a complete douchebag. She dropped out of college (fucking community college) and does not even work. All she does is hang out with the deadbeat dad 35 year old boyfriend and maxes out all of her 3 credit cards because she spends it on him. I just think...what the fuck?
She tells me her parents pay off her credit card and she's not worried about it because she has a job interview. And I just want to smack the shit out of her. So all she does is drive around with her boyfriend doing nothing. What a complete waste of space is all I can say. I can't even call her my friend anymore. She serves no purpose at all. I love her, but she can't even see what she's doing to herself.
I mean, all 3 of my dogs who sleep 19 hours a fucking day serve more purpose than she does
Sorry, sometimes I just need to vent about people. This is why I hate people
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I make an awful girlfriend. Atleast for my current boyfriend, which I feel awful about. I have this thing where sometimes I just want to be left alone. Yeah I'll want him and want to cuddle and stuff...and then out of nowhere a few days later I don't want him near me or touching me. I cut off calls and texts and IMs and everything. I just don't want him, I'll feel like I need to get rid of him and end our relationship. Then a week later, I'll want us to be the same old way again.
Yeah he's in the air force.
What the hell is bloody wrong with me? Maybe all my relationships have finally fucked me up and given me commitment issues. Fuckin aye.
*************************************
I got my hair dyed pink. Well not all of it. It's black with I'll say..about half of my head darkish pink.
It doesn't seem that bright, but it's a lot brighter than in the pics. I already got bitched at about it at work. My store manager was fine with it, but apparently the assistant manager no rikey. so I think I'm just going to start wearing our gay hats that I realllllllly hate. I'll just make sure to wear them when she's around. It's because it's an unnatural hair color. Gay.
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mmmm that's not my bf.
No reason for this really. This was just for fun. Oh yeah. Make sure to get tattooed or pierced at Fireball Tattoo Parlour in Delaware, mmmmmmkay?
If the "mmmm that's not my bf" pic is recent you might be right about the commitment issue